hey people.

hmmmm,
yup,
i guess we all have different priorities.
=)
i'm sorry for all the gatherings that i said i'ld go but didn't turn up.
i'm sorry for turning up sulky.
its juz terrible now that i'm on the receiving end of rejection.
its like people are juz fading away.
lots of time for other people..
lots of time for other stuff..
juz no more time for old friends.

okay i know i know i know.
i've been dishing out some rejection of my own.
shit. life's ironic.
that is quite difficult.
should i say i resolute not to turn down anymore invitations unless i already have something else planned
OR
should i say i resolute to up my efforts to ask people up and keep up with their lifes instead of expecting to slow down for me?

hmmmm, see, the former basically means i have no more excuses. no not feeling well. no family matter. i'll juz be packed. can't say no. no time for myself. and the family and the blah blah blah.
the latter basically means exposing myself to more rejection.

dory.
hmmmmmmm