hey everyone!!!!

gosh.
stock index fell by 100 index!!!!!!!
there goes my end of the year holiday!!!!!
rah!!!!
sigh...
dont gamble ppl....
gambling is bad.
once in a while is okay.
don't make it a habit.
well...
life kinda sucks right now....
i'm rather aware that my teammates and juniors aren't totally in love with me right now.
n tt seriously sucks.
it totally utterly sucks.
trng is now e last thing i look forward to, with an exception of ct lesson..
lolz...
sigh..
but its too tiring to hate everyone else back.
i'm juz so tired....
n j2 life is like realli tough...
its killing me.
j2 life should come with a warning label....
damn..
things change rather fast...
pae is almost over,
common test is closing in...
the walls are closing in on me...
its so hard to get through sometimes...
but its okay.
music is good for the heart n soul i guess...
that's my new indulgence...
music...
haha!!!
talking about music!!!!
MUSIC!!!!
lolz.
yipee. music heals my soul.
as for my juniors n teammates,
i guess i can't stop them from disliking me,
i juz hope they'll understand sometime later...
if not. its juz to bad.
i'm not here to make you love me. =(
go dory!!!!!
don't give up!!!!
songs for you!!!!
you've been a very good girl. =)
yay!!!!
thanks dory!!!!!
yup, n i'm glad for meng qi!!!! =)
You Are Loved (Don't Give Up)-Josh Groban.

Don't give up.
its just the weight of the world
when your heart's heavy
i-i will lift it for you

Don't give up
because you want to be heard
if silence keeps you,
i-i will break it for you.

Everybody wants to be understood
well, i can hear you.
Everybody wants to be loved
don't give up,
because you are loved
don't give up
its just the hurt that you hide
when you're lost inside.
i-i'll be there to find you

Don't give up
because you want to burn bright
if darkness blinds you
i-i will shine to guide you

Everybody wants to be understood
well, i can hear you
Everybody wants to be loved
don't give up.
because you are loved.

Don't give up,
its just the weight of the world
Don't give up,
everyone needs to be loved
You are loved

Don't give up.

well...
i guess i got no time for e next song...
lolz.
but yupz.
DON"T GIVE UP!!!!
go dory!!!!
perservere!!!!!!

go everyone!!!!
we're e survivors in the brutal field of education!!!!!

ting-a-ling-aa-lingg!!!!!!

where am i heading to?
really.
man...i dunno what i'm thinking.
my sports career during my schooling years has gotten me no where...
what if i take things seriously....???
where will i be?
start out as a pe teacher,
become a coach.
stay poor.
lolz....
do u think i'll fail as a coach as i did a student athlete....???
or will things be different...
???
i love sports but does it love e back??

signing off
tingyz~~ =p=p

Do you remember -Jack Johnson

do you remember
when we first met?
i sure do,
it was sometime
in early september.
you were lazing about,
you made me wait around
i was so crazy about you
i didn't mind.
so i was late for class
i locked my bike to yours,
it wasn't hard to find
you painted flowers on.
guess that i was afraid
that if you rode away
you might not rode back my direction really soon.
i was crazy about you then and now,
the craziest thing of all
over ten years have gone by,
you're still mine,
locked in time,
lets rewind.
do you remember
when we first moved in together
the piano took up the living room
you played me boogie woogie,
i played you love songs
you said we're playing house
now you still say we are.
we built our getaway
up in a tree we found.
we felt so far away,
but we were still in town.
now i remember
watching that old tree burn down,
i took a picture that
i don't like to look at.
all this times they come and go,
they all dont seem so long ago,
over ten years have gone by,
can't rewind,
locked in time,
you're still mine.
do you remember-

gosh!!!!
school is a major killer!!!!
j2s have absolutely no time for everything,
no time for sleep, for your friends, for some fun, or for shopping....
if we finish our home work.
but seriously...
the timetable is terrible....
wth!!!!
i end at 1:30 on mondays but haf trng at 4:30.
6:00 on tuesday. -l-
1:30 on wednesday!!!! but i need to go tanning...blah...
hahaha...
n five on thursdays.
twelve thirty on fridays...trng on 3...
sighz...
lets get it over n done with quickly....
irritating...
n i dont like to wait for guys.
leaving school now to go home!!!!
i dont wanna be a light bulb man...
lets go!!!!
bye bye!!!!!

说了也没用。

说了又不听，
听了又不懂，
不懂又不问，
问了又不做，
做了又做错，
错了又不认，
认了又不服，
不服又不说，
说了也没用。