Saying I love you
Is not the words I want to hear from you
Its not that I want you
Not to say, but if you only knew
How easy it would be to show me how you feel
More than words is all you have to do to make it real
Then you wouldnt have to say that you love me
Cos Id already know

What would you do if my heart was torn in two
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away
Then you couldnt make things new
Just by saying I love you

More than words

Now Ive tried to talk to you and make you understand
All you have to do is close your eyes
And just reach out your hands and touch me
Hold me close dont ever let me go
More than words is all I ever needed you to show
Then you wouldnt have to say that you love me
Cos Id already know

What would you do if my heart was torn in two
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away
Then you couldnt make things new
Just by saying I love you

hey people.

hmmmm,
yup,
i guess we all have different priorities.
=)
i'm sorry for all the gatherings that i said i'ld go but didn't turn up.
i'm sorry for turning up sulky.
its juz terrible now that i'm on the receiving end of rejection.
its like people are juz fading away.
lots of time for other people..
lots of time for other stuff..
juz no more time for old friends.

okay i know i know i know.
i've been dishing out some rejection of my own.
shit. life's ironic.
that is quite difficult.
should i say i resolute not to turn down anymore invitations unless i already have something else planned
OR
should i say i resolute to up my efforts to ask people up and keep up with their lifes instead of expecting to slow down for me?

hmmmm, see, the former basically means i have no more excuses. no not feeling well. no family matter. i'll juz be packed. can't say no. no time for myself. and the family and the blah blah blah.
the latter basically means exposing myself to more rejection.

dory.
hmmmmmmm

shit man.
can't believe i juz got nagged at by my daddy for my phone bill.
yea yea, old story, can't be bothered juz buzz off. seriously.
and i am bing polite by using buzz.
damn.
he asked me why i'm messaging so much.
damn.
because i have nothing to do.
that doesn't mean you juz keep messagin all day.

it damn well does la!!!!
i don't work. and even when i'm working i can message.
he's always taking the modem to his office, i haf no internet access at home.
i can't be watching movies and going to the arcade everyday.
damn.
shit.
seriously.
my phone is my connection to the world la...
my students call my hp, not my land line.
damn.
yea yea, juz like why he can't understand i have to msg so much i can't understand at all why i have to restrict myself.
its not 3000 dollars.
its juz 30 odd dollars.
seriously.
damn.
can we have some communication here please????
damn it.
don't understand don't understand don't understand.

p/s nobody, NOBODY is indispensible. see that? got that? remember that. i won't always be calling.

hey everyone!!!!

today, i finally have something blog worthy!!!!!
well, not exactly blog worthy, but at least its close to somethings that i used to blog abt!!!!
its a complain!!!!
gosh.
i've never felt more ridiculous...seriously.
today, it was pouring and because i forgot to bring sth really important i had to ask my student if she wanted to cancel her tuition or postpone her tuition for today.
but due to the static caused by the rain singtel couldn't get any of my messages across, and i couldn't receive any messages as well.
dang.
and because life was filled with all that uncertainty i had to call her.
and you know what???
i had to use a PAYPHONE!!!!!
HELLO!!!!!!!
i bet some of you dont even know what a payphone is anymore. tsk tsk.
either that you can't remember what it looks like.
damn.
whatever the case i had to use a payphone!!!!
like wth!!!!!
i had to fish in my wallet for a 10cent coin!!!!
seriously.
damn.
every damn person who walked past looked at me like i was wierd!!!!
but i wasn't!!!!
and i had a mobile!!!!
but ALL THANKS TO SINGTEL'S LOUSY RECEPTION or MAYBE THE DAMN RAIN THAT WAS FULL OF STATIC, i had to use a payphone.
shit.
and it was located at the entrance of a lrt station.
damn.
i've never felt mre ridiculous. =p

dory
tsk tsk tsk

hey everyone

hoho,
the dory juz got paid!!!!
she shall get herself a crumpler backpack as soon as she gets her NEXT pay...
haha, you see, coz the dory fish juz got new ASICS last week....so the wound is still quite raw...
and then there's this million dollar weekend coming up again...
hoho...
haiya, the dory fish is too lazy to blog abt her new shoes...tsk tsk...
okay okay...muz buck up a little..
stop procrastinating dory!!!!
hahah, start tmr!!!!

bloop bloop bloop
dory