hey everyone,
hmmmm, the dory fish has been feeling rather emo lately.
or rather today.
well you see, there's this primary school class gathering this saturday.
and the dory fish is feeling pretty apprehensive...
you see, preceding the release of the a-level results. we had another gathering,
everyone was talking about their plans, the feasibility and all,
and now,
following the release of the a-level results everyone, i guess, will be talking about the carrying their plans out already and i have nothing.
oh wells.
it ain't nobody's fault but mine.
maybe i'm thinking too much but yup.
i've been living my life different from them, different from expectations.
may sound like my classmates are a demanding lot, they're not actually, i juz feel like i belong to a different league of people.
i do understand that there will be alot for us to talk about, about life, about our experiences, about our families but after all these years apart where would we start?
maybe i should just give it a miss.
ypu, where would we start?
no idea.
not results definitely, thats too sensitive, but we'll get there i'm sure, our teacher is attending you see and that would be of her concern.
after all that's what brought us to her. getting results.
maybe i should seriously consider giving it a miss.
i can't face it. i can't face having to talk abt my results and having to wait for that admission letter that is probably never going to arrive.
some people already got their's, freaks you out huh?
it is juz terrible TERRIBLE TERRIBLE
and my sis is a real TOOT sometimes.
"how inconsiderate"
seriously, seriously,
*rolls eyes*
*ROLLS EYES*
seriously,
anyways, as i was saying we will inevitably come to my most hated discussion of results.
and then, we will, to my utmost displeasure, move on to the invariably, rather embarrassing topic of the other halves.
as we all can see, your truly is still rather whole and complete, not in the least CHIPPED, so no halves to be found here. nope, not here.
and i've been pretty much a loner in college or maybe peusdo loner as miss papaya ang's soul had been MIA for quite a while i was left with juz her physical form which is yup. oh, not very responsive. which is, not very responsive.
oh wells, lets say college was the real mess up point of my life. MESS UP POINT.
yes, its the part where i got to and never quite got out of.
i have no idea what happened there,
all i know is i went in, i would think, pretty intelligent, not at all stupid, pretty reasonable eq, nobody hated my guts YET and pretty normal and maybe slightly average. thats what i used to think about myself really. pretty smart and funny, quite a people's person..and then i came out,
i came out of college in shambles...
life falling to bits...
not many friends..
rock bottom results...
i dunno, i came out wierd i think.
oh wells, now that i've gotten all that out i think i shall go ahead with it.
no idea what came over me.
i juz hope i look fit enough for the pool this sat.