hey people

ever read blogs like metrodad and karen cheng??
well basically they're parents who love blogging about their kids and all sorts
and they're always blogging stuff like they taught their kid something today
and they picked it up, and in between before the kids actually understood they have all sorts of funny attempts and all and their parents will blog about how adorable they are and how much they love them and how funny they are blah blah blah.

why can't i blog something like that about my parents?
because they think they understand.
seriously, when you try to tell them something it juz goes right through, i think it works both ways. parents dont ever want to listen to their kids and kids dont ever want to listen to their parents. which sucks. because then nobody ever gets their message across. a very diplomatic, politically correct and sensible discussion will always escalate into a war between the generations. which really sucks. really. how do you get parents to listen? why do they always assume they understand? why can't they juz listen to my explanation. rawrs. why do they not want to listen to me? rawrs rawrs rawrs rawrs rawrs rawrs rawrs.
adults. i do not ever want to be an adult. its scary. what if i stopped listening. sucks.

hey everyone.

do you feel it?




















the air is thick with tension and stress....and emotions and fear and anxiety and sadness.
with the looming release of the A-level results....
people flying off left right and centre...
and secrets. secrets all around.
the air is thick.
i'm scared.
i can't afford to screw up again.

dory.

keep bursting my bubbles and one day there wouldn't be anymore.
threat or not??

wierd week for the dory fish ahead.

woke up on the wrong side of bed today. totally.
plus last night.
double kill.

niwaes.
lunch with xianyee hui hui n annie on sat.
no one brought a camera. lolz.
oh wells.
i guess its like that.
shortage will always be treasured
whereas excess will always be taken for granted.
tension of opposites no??
like water. when you're out in the desert you always try and make your water last as long as possible. when you live in the city, you hardly even think about the day where you will run out of water to use.
pity. people treat people the same way they treat water.
went to the gym on sunday.
way overdue visit, finally paid.
lunched with yaya.
gossiped more than we ate.
home.
studied btt abit. slept.

monday. woke up...
cabbed to bangkit. yupz. visited the twins.
sat around abit.
went to bp to get fbt shorts for the sista.
went home. ate lunch.
practiced the piano abit.
studied abit more and my mother drove me to the bbdc for my btt.
yupz. my mother can drive again. =) woohoo.
and yep, i passed. first attempt man. *puff chest*
first prac this friday at 7a.m.
stay of the road yea? coz the dory fish is driving.
okay. i hope i knock my boss down. no work for me anymore then!!! woohoo.
went to college to get my sleeping bag from peiyi, and they were having trials.
future looks pretty bleak for the girls.
last year's squad was definitely better. *grinz*
but only if we compared during season, real time maybe not. people do get rusty a little too.
lolz.
yup and then there was this huge fiasco. tsk tsk. seriously.
then went home.
had a major "discussion" whether or not i could buy my ipod with my salary with my parents. stomped up to my room to solve the rubiks cube multiple times before showering and then pretending to sleep when actually i was waiting for stars to fall from the sky into my open palms.
tsk. and then it's today.

okay. and i juz got told i'm only required to work until friday.
woah. what a great day.
okay. zhi kang and jelaine, i gotta postpone the treats i owe you guys because as of now the dory fish is unemployed.
yupz. well
what a way to go.

shit is the right work to describe my current situation.

dory
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p/s i know when you're keeping secrets.

hey everyone!!!

juz some random updates yea?
the europe post is still under construction, it requires more effort, memory and time than expected. and no meng qi, i am not writing a book.
so hold on people, its juz slightly constipated. it'll be out soon!!! =)

congrautlations singapore!!!!!
on winning the bid for the 2010 youth olympics even though i have no idea where its going to be held. lolz...as in bukit batok??? changi??? sentosa??? kallang...??? yupz. no idea at all. lolz.

and yipee!!!! its the weekend!!!!
lets take a look at my schedule yea.
tomorrow: meeting up with annie hui hui and xian yee!!!!! miss tay miss tan miss tan and miss tan are meeting up tmr!!!! hahaha....okay....i shall tell everyone about my ridiculous conversation with xian yee soon. lolz. and how terrible my chinese has gotten. lolz...

sunday: meeting up with yvonne for lunch!!! yay!!!! miss ang and miss tan. den maybe settle some personal stuff in the morning first and maybe i'll go and run with meiqi and cheryl, see first...lolz...yupz.

and i'll try to fit aaron somewhere between tomorrow and sunday...lolz. damn hard feat.

monday: btt!!!! woohoo!!!! maybe finally i can start driving!!!! lolz. i juz hope i dont screw up like i've been doing =(.
tuesday: nothing yet but if i pass my btt on monday i can juz start on tuesday!!! lolz!!!! hahaha...

wednesday:netball!!!!

thursday: nothing. maybe stay home, if not daddy is going to neh neh me again.

friday-sunday: bk camp at pasir ris!!!!!! woohoo!!!!!!

monday after next: omg, maybe they'll finally announce when the results will be out. =s

oooooooooooohhhhhhhhhh thursday is payday!!!!!! HARHARHAR!!!!! HARHARHAR!!!!!
yipee!!!! woohoo!!!!!

hey peopel

the dory fish is damn tired now. she's going to take the afternoon off today.
see...the dory fish spelt people wrongly. hahaha.

i think life has toughened the dory fishy up. =(. the dory fish is jaded. screwing up all the time has somewhat made the dory fish immune to dissapointment, the dory fish has learnt not to expect too much from herself and others. hmmmm. pity pity. hmmmmm...lolz. i no longer make plans, i live day to day. a really boring life. hmmmm. really meaningless..
the dory fish no longer cries as much or as easily as she used to, life teaches really tough lessons. disease and suffering. tsk. the dory fish is past all that. ah wells.

went to netball with peiyan yesterday. totally pigged out before that, ate a huge lunch, had snacks at 4-ish. drank bubbletea and ate ice cream....yupz. coz we were pretty early, so we decided to walk to the place from kallang mrt to the place instead of taking the bus. chatted and talked abt the "good old days" abit and how terrible my chinese is getting...lolz. sighz.....yes py, we want to go back to our "secondary school days". the future is just too scary to look at.
at trng, played a few games...lolz. i guess i'm pretty dumb coz i dont really know what i'm doing most of the time..lolz. its really hard to see what you're doing when you're inside the court. got shouted at alittle..maybe coach angie juz raised her voice a little but i guess i missed that. haven got shouted at from outside the courts in awhile since zhi kang left. oh wells. cheap thrills i guess. i dunno why but i like it, at least i know someone is bothering to correct me, i'ld feel worse if no one bothered with me. yup, i wanna go back to the days when i was told to do the right things...i don't like life now...juz floating around. it sucks sucks sucks sucks.
got home at eleven-ish, got engaged in a "civilised" conversation with my daddy in which he spoke really LOUDLY throughout and i juz kept quiet as spit fell on my face, in which the topics brought up are as listed:
my overly high monthly expenses; phone bill, credit card bill decreasing bank balance etc
my dining habits like not coming home for dinner regularly
coping myself up in my room after work
hanging around with all my coaches all the time
and taking away my freedom/privileges because i'm always taking things for granted,
tsk, seriously, i'm taking things for granted.
blah blah blah.
normal "conversation" topics yea???
seriously, somebody TELL ME, DO I REALLY TAKE THINGS FOR GRANTED?? ME???
what i think i'll never die?
i never bother to keep uo with friends?
i never bother???
seriously.
what about my brother??? like he seriously cares man.
i never bother, seriously. i never bother?
fuck
tsk. some major screwing i got.
skipped dinner, kipped up to my room, showered, complained to annie...lots of blah blah blah sniff sniff and i want to see/talk to hui hui stuff!!!! rah. was pretty dissed, but i guess i'm sorta over that already, the initial frustration at the injustice of it all has disappeared into nothingness. oh wells. life is unfair. shall kipp home to sleep in the afternoon. dory fish time. maybe i'll play the piano abit...its finally been tuned....yipee...comfort for my ears. =)
well. i should appreciate what i have. two eyes, two ears, a mouth, a nose, four limbs at all the right places and an extra bit of flesh everywhere else.
actually the anger isn't really gone...i can still feel it bubbling alittle. why??
seriously, i dont bother?? can someone tell me??? i don't bother???
seriously...i don't bother??
i bother..i always bother...
what, i'm self-centred?? unkind?? selfish??? insensitive??? seriously, am i???
fuck.
oh well.
dory
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hey everyone,



weekends are too short.

went for job interview on friday, really fun job but really demanding.

i'm quite interested but i dont think its going to work out.

hmmmm, its really fun and interesting because its at ecp. and then its like a play club for kids and i facilitate at parties and run around and go crazy with them and i get to wear track pants and t-shirts to work. it juz sounds really fun and its located at the old big splash!!!

but its at ecp and its only paying five an hour, omg, i'll never survive the travelling and the financial limitations. lolz.

yupz. so nvm. den i took 197 from parkway back to jurong east and the busride got really long and irritating and everything, so i got off before the bus exited the highway at west coast and cabbed. =) and then i gave wrong directions to the driver back to college. haha. dumb me. but before that i cabbed to the interview too!!! omg the cab driver was horrendous. his behaviour was absolutely disgusting, omg. tsk. he drove with absolutely zero regard for saftey!!!! and he did not haf change for a fifty dollar note and he totally made me get off and look for change, of course i did think about running away coz i was in a rush and i was going to be late for my interview but noooooo, he made me leave my bag in his cab. omg. MORON. absolutely irritating, he should be glad i was in a rush and didn't haf time to take down his liscense plate. this is not acceptable behaviour from cabbies!!!!! omg. he didn't even ask me if i had time or anything. he juz commanded. maybe i wouldn't mind so much if he juz asked nicely, rubbish!!!! omg. i am so pissed off all over again. and kinda sleepy too. hahaha.



yupz. den went to macs with peiyi for a small dinner. lolz, den the wierdest thing happened lolz. i'm having one of the most random and wierd weeks in my life....

yupz. small dinner, i ate curly fries and peiyi bought bread and bubbletea, so we had to sit in a corner of macs and me, being the smart ass that i am chose a sit near the only power plug in the corner where there was this guy sitting at the next table, omg, total wierdo. he had pimples all over his faces it was so damn gross!!!! oily hair oily complexion and he was constantly using a small face towel(the kind used to wipe a babies drool) to wipe his face. omg, damn gross. and he's fingernails were freakingly long and he was clicking away on his mouth and he just looked GROSS. and he was shaking his legs so rapidly i was surprised he wasn't having a fit. tsk, seriously, and omg, all in all it was not a pretty sight.

den, another guy, quite normal looking came to share our table for four because he needed to use the powerpoint and there were only two of us. omg i'm so sleepy. yup, share table.

after awhile his friend joined him and me and peiyi went about our own business talking abt the team blah blah blah and the guy who juz joined us decided to add himself into our conversation!!!! like omg?!?!!??

he juz seriously added he's own input like,

yiting: so any idea who else is joining the team?

peiyi: no.

yiting: any potential captian?

peiyi: just vote lo

guy: oh so you mean you don't fight it out and let the best be the captian anymore these days? you vote?

yiting (totally aghast): no, we're a very democratic society.

omgomgomgomg. so totally wierd.

and then he asked us how old we were, where we were studying, where's our school, he even went ahead to tell us he's doing a post graduate course in engineering, what engineers do and how useful solar panels are, and then his friend, the guy who arrived first decided to be smart about it and asked "oh, so you know each other?"

guy: no la, but ya, hi, i'm denis.

SERIOUSLY. we juz kept quiet. hahahaaha...

hahaha, wierd. den we left abit after that.

wierd. WIERD.



yupz kipped home to sleep after that. hahaha.

den came saturday, woke up showered and went to mengs house!!!!! lolz!!! good food!!!! her mum is such a great chef and peiyan is juz so motherly, haha. gossiped abit, stalked people abit, brought her my home grown bananas......waited around then ate steamboat!!!! yupz, but because i was in a rush so i was looking kinda flushed already, or so they said like fifteen minutes into the meal, steamboat and beer and all. yupz den annie called to say she was done with tuition so i juz gobbled everything left in my bowl while her meng's mum rapidly trieed to keep it full...hahaha..and rushed down to jp to meet annie den rushed down to kembangan...hahaha. volunteer work den home. oh, n i'm chairing the 2009 bk camp!!! any volunteers???



den came sunday, met up with my pri school mates!!!! was supposed to meet them at 10 at bukit batok but i only woke up at 9:45 plus plus when meiting msg-ed me to tell me she'll be late. hahaha. rush!!! showered and asked my bro to give me a lift!!! yipee!!! reached around 10:15, VED. lolz. yupz den we went to miss wong's place and her son is like really old already, like three plus, going four.....he wasn't even around when we graduated...she wasn't even married then...tsk..as i said. can run can jump already.

hmmmm, but somehow i felt kinda odd. i felt like i've fallen out of pace with everyone. as in after so many years apart i feel like i dunno what to say even though there's so much to catch up on, and i can't relate to their conversations, all i want to do is sit in a corner and listen, sometimes i'll listen to the silence, i juz dont know what to say or what to do. hmmmm...i still love them but yup. i've fallen behind. pictures later.

hmmmm. yupz. anyways after we left miss wongs place we went to zhiwen's place for mahjong...lolz. lost big again...good thing no cash was involved. the dory fish sucks at mahjong. hahaha.

then bought smoked salmon for yu sheng at home. =) and then boon piao was in the area so he popped by and joined my family. lolz. chit chat abit den he's dad came and pick him up and thats the end of my weekend.
went by in a flash.



zhiwen, qi wen-teacher's son


yen zi, meiting, lujie, calista, zhiwen, colby, qi wen, miss wong, me. =) loves.

me, meiting

meiting, dory, calista, yenzi

miss wong, zhiwen, lujie colby.

loves =)

dory
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the dory fish is looking for an inflatable pool
doesn't have to be too big juz something for kids will do.
tag if you know where i can borrow one, thanks!

busted. the dory fish has been busted. lolz

anyways life's been pretty dull recently. lolz. hmmmmm....
saturday-celebrated mommy's birthday!!!! went shopping with my bro and my dad for the steamboat dinner...lolz. boys will always be boys seriously, the two of they juz stood around carrying stuff and my mum said to buy sliced beef for the steamboat and my dad says chunky ones will do the same?!?!?!?!?!?! lolz. had tiramisu from jack's place for the birthday cake!! nice....i want this day to come everyday every year.....
sunday-went to patricia's house at tiong bahru for bk gathering!!!! omg her place is damn beautiful!!! okay. will post the pictures soon. you can see sentosa from her place!!! u can see the merlion!!! omg!!! and you can see esplanade as well!!!! lolz. but zouk was abit harder to find. lolz. but no worries, she stays on the 35th floor!!!! SCARY!!!
lolz. yups. after that went to town with aaron, walked around abit but couldn't find an adi jacket that i really liked at all...tsk tsk. ohwells...lolz den we went to swensens for dinner!!!! okay the food's pretty bad there. bleahx. service is kinda bad too. lolz. but we had chocolate fondue for dessert!!!!! okay its really quite heavenly!!!! omg omg omg!!! lolz!!!! nice chocolate fondue....!!!!!
yup den we wanted to cab home coz aaron had to book in and the cab queue outside taka was completely empty!!! why?!??!?!?! no idea at all. lolz. den went home, chose clothes to wear to work on monday den snooze!!! lolz.
monday-annie started work in the same office!!!! yipee!!! more lunch companions!!! lolz. but oh wells. work, so interesting. you get the point yea? lolz. okay. oooooohhhhhhh!!!! but i got a job interview!!!! lolz!!!! so happy!!!! its a really cool job!!!! i'm gg to be a party leader, like i'm supposed to organise and hype up party that sort?? lolz!!!! but its for kids, tsk tsk, dory+ kids= nightmare. lolz. but oh wells, sounds pretty fun. but its pretty dubious as well too!!!! my interview is at macs??!?!? lolz. ohwellls shall juz go and see how. bye bye office soon!!! lolz
tuesday-juz a really boring day. yup. tuesday. busted day. lolz. i'm so damn stupid sometimes. can't even tell a lie properly. oh wells. haha. BUSTED
today-wednesday. lolz. work lo. hahaha. but my mum juz msged me...she said someone from a school callled me to ask if i was interested in relief teaching!!! lolz!!! the jobs are rolling in!!! but too bad i wasn't home so they decided to give me a miss. ohwells. too bad. lolz!!!

okay...so far thats all. there's netball trng tonight. n then tmr is JUZ THURSDAY. lolz. yupz, juz another lonely thursday night for the dory fish. meng's gg to hockey trng tmr evening so i'll haf to find another valentine...lolz. maybe i shall ask annie. lolz. she doesn't haf a phone OR com in her office!!!! lolz...hahaaha...i shall use the internet to sms her then lolz. yupz and lps gathering on sunday at miss wongs place!!!! hahahahah!!!!! omg!!!!! damn excited!!!!! i called like loads and loads of my primary school friends!!! lolz!!!! omg my life is starting to look UP!!! hmmmm wells, i wish it's the same for everyone. =)

lolz okay. the week is pretty exciting i guess. lolz

summary:
monday-party organiser person called me!!! annie started work!!!
tuesday-secret plan busted!!! lolz.
wednesday-netball trng!!! shopping between work n trng!!! lolz.
thursday-lonely valentine!!! lolz. whateva.
friday-interview + half day leave!!!! time to carry out secret plan again!!! lolz.
saturday-meng's place for lunch!!!! hahahahahahahaha nice guo tie for the dory fishy!!!!!
sunday-lps gathering!!!!

WHOOPEEDOO!!!!!
WOOHOO!!!!!

life's good after all. =)=)=)=)=)

dory
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who's up for max brenners?

hello everybody

the world is such a cool place.
hmmmm, the world is full of mysteries.
hmmm....
hmmm......
if everyone lived only for their own what would the world be like?
hmmm...sacrifices are so unavoidable but how will we know which are worth it and which are not?
hmmm...maybe if i were more eloquent i'll be able to express my thoughts better.
hmmm......haf you ever kepta secret so long you felt like exploding?? or so long you forgot???
have you ever thought anything that made you afraid of yourself???
hmmm...if only i could leave everything behind.
if only there was a happy place. where you can take all your happy memories and run away to.
best of both worlds?
hmmm...what about a sad place? where i will take all the unhappiness in the world and hide away with it so that the rest of the world is happy. if i could i would take disease and poverty. i would take heartbreak and lost. fatigue and frustration and leave only joy and laughter, peace and life.
den again, hmmmm. hmmmm.

its nice to be important
but its also important to nice.

i wish i'm important. but i guess i want more to be nice.

hmmmmm.

dory.
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hey everyone!!!!

okay.
today was a rather fun day. minus the point that i kipped home early and missed the badminton gathering....hmmmm....they muz be having loads of fun right now. hmmmm. why didn't i go? well, i guess i have more than i can whole on too.

anyways i went to get a haircut in the morning. it was disatrous. DISATROUS. it is seriously disatrous. i look like i'm back in primary two!!!! and my maid said its cute!!!! CUTE!!?!?!?!?!?!?!??
savethepoordoryfish!!?!?!?!?!?!?!??!
annie says it looks okay and aaron didn't say anything. but OMG OMG OMG....it contributed slightly to the fact that i missed the badminton gathering and it contributes largely to why i dread meeting yvonne tmr!!!!!!

my hair is short SHORT SHORT SHORT SSSSHHHHHHHOOOOOORRRRRRRTTTTTTT.as in SHORT SHORT.u noe its like round cut fbts kind of short!!!its short!!! how am i supposed to go to work on monday??!?!?!?!?!?!how am i going to meet the rest of the family?!?!?!!?!?MY HAAIIIIIIIIRRRRRRRRRRR.....
killmeplease. well.....cancer patients don't have hair. =(
ohwells. i'm so staying out of sight.

MENG QI I FORBID YOU TO BRING YOUR CAMERA TO WORK.n i hope my hair grows out abit more before i go visiting at my friends' places...lolz.funny sentence that is.

niwaes i baked banana cake today!!!! home grown bananas!!!! itsreallygood!!!!those people whom i'm gonna meet in the upcoming days are in luck!!!! lolz.
i am totally serious.

okay. after brunch. i went to meet annie!!! lolz. okay. today is an "A" day. lolz. yup annie tay (AT) couldn't decide what to eat lolz. so we decided to drop at orchard and walk to cine to eat suki!!!! when we got that the queue was already forming, it wasn't like a killer queue yet, it was juz like 2 days pregnant that kind of queue you know??? lolz. n she decided to be abrupt (lolz?!?!?!? its another word for impatient. it says so in the thesaurus.=S) so we didn't queue and we decided to go to sakae at park mall instead. lolz. so we decided to take 174 down to ps...lolz...n we went in the wrong direction n went all the way down to dempsey road instead!!! lolz. okay. that was my fault.lolz.lolz.den we had to take bus 7 back!!!! lolz!!!

hahaha, btw my sis is being super dumb...she's playing mastermind with me...and she thinks i'm trying to cheat!!! lolz!!!! and she made a bloody dumb mistake!!!! lolz!!!! post sec school kids...tsk tsk.

oh ya...den we went to sakae and ate...lolz. n the mouse on the com wasn't working and we couldn't order anything and nobody wanted to bother about us. tsk. dumb ppl. how can they ever believe technology is completely reliable??? its just like boys!!! HARHARHAR.
okay. lolz. den aaron came and join us around five-ish. lolz. aaron and annie. they are two EXTREMELY EXTREMELY hoo-ha-ish people!!!! they are both so extremely extremely fussy!!!! omg. lolz. fussy fussy fussy fussy fussy fussy. they are both so FUSSY. eat fussy, drink fussy, so fussy!!!!! it was basically a fuss full day for dory the fishy!!!! lolz...and they were simply irritating the shit out of each other. more aaron out of annie!!! hahaha!!! okay. gtg shower now.

fun fussy fun fussy fun fussy. lolz.

fun and fussy.
dory