hey everyone.

tsk tsk tsk.

the dory fish is so totally nineteen already.

lolz. one more step closer to heaven/hell. lolz.

okay. thanks everyone, for your well wishes and all.

thanks especially to meng qi.

she's been a wonderful wonderful wonderful wonderful wonderful babe.

popped by my house at 11 plus plus pm on the twenty third

waited at the busstop for me to come home.
tried to hide everytime she saw a bus or someone like me.

lolz.

when i finally got home she hung around juz to wish me happy birthday.

i am truly blessed with a friend like tt.

and then she went home. =)

i am truly blessed with a friend like her.

lolz.

really.

i got this somewhere, but its really true.

some people age like wine-the older they get the better they taste, the wine.

some people age like milk-lolz, they just turn sour.

meng qi is definitely a wine.

well of course if u dont know the person well enough they're like rain water, they come and go and they don't taste like much either.

and i've understand abit more the mistakes i've made and how to well avoid them.

its hard, but since i know how now, it'll be stupid not to try.

well for one, i've to stop taking everyone else's responsibilities up as my own. and the punishment as well.

that's a really really big lesson.

i haf no way of putting it into words properly, but i guess i'll juz stop being too hard on myself if i paid attention to only my own responsibilities.

yupz.

and as always life's always so unpredictable. and i learnt that if we complained and whined a little less about things happening, and if we just kept them inside ourselves for abit. we'll eventually come to realise why things happen.

yupz.

and i think its true when people say its mind over matter. let's take orientation for example. if you're bent on having a bad time or u simply refuse to get high, there's juz nothing anyone can do, no matter how much fun everyone is having and how insane and shameless your ogls are behaving u juz can't get high if you just keep thinking to yourself how unlucky u are, how unhappy, how no one bothers about you or pay any attention to you...seriously. emo is way out of fashion now. juz go out there and lose yourself. so yup. mind over matter. if you're bent on noticing how bad your life is going or how everyone is deserting you, its impossible to see the people standing right next to you.

"if you spent all your time judging ppl, you'll never have time to love them"

same concept no?

and well, people, don't lose sight of things that really matter as you rush ahead.

my greatest strength is my devotion and that is my gift this year, for all my friends.

and my greatest weakness is my reliance on others for hapiness and i'm really thankful for those who hung around.

love you all.

life isn't always what i want it to be, but it always gets better. =)