/ 4:05 PM
Wednesday, January 30, 2008
hey everyone!!!
juz for a regular update, the europe post is still under construction. lolz. all the pictures have been uploaded. i just haf to scan a few maps. den i'll haf to put in some words. lolz. den i'll be done!!!! good stuff is worth waiting for yea? lolz!!! life is boring as usual. waiting for pictures from meng to blog!! okay. check back soon!! =) dory bloop bloop bloop. p/s like my new skin? it has archives. lolz. =) |
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/ 1:40 AM
Saturday, January 26, 2008
hey everyone. tsk tsk tsk. the dory fish is so totally nineteen already. lolz. one more step closer to heaven/hell. lolz. okay. thanks everyone, for your well wishes and all. thanks especially to meng qi. she's been a wonderful wonderful wonderful wonderful wonderful babe. popped by my house at 11 plus plus pm on the twenty third waited at the busstop for me to come home. tried to hide everytime she saw a bus or someone like me. lolz. when i finally got home she hung around juz to wish me happy birthday. i am truly blessed with a friend like tt. and then she went home. =) i am truly blessed with a friend like her. lolz. THANKS MENG!!!!! YOU'RE THE GREATEST EVER!!! LOU YOU NONG NONG NONG NONG NONG TIME!!! ah wells, another year on this earth a few more lessons learnt. really. i got this somewhere, but its really true. some people age like wine-the older they get the better they taste, the wine. some people age like milk-lolz, they just turn sour. meng qi is definitely a wine. well of course if u dont know the person well enough they're like rain water, they come and go and they don't taste like much either. and i've understand abit more the mistakes i've made and how to well avoid them. its hard, but since i know how now, it'll be stupid not to try. well for one, i've to stop taking everyone else's responsibilities up as my own. and the punishment as well. that's a really really big lesson. i haf no way of putting it into words properly, but i guess i'll juz stop being too hard on myself if i paid attention to only my own responsibilities. yupz. and as always life's always so unpredictable. and i learnt that if we complained and whined a little less about things happening, and if we just kept them inside ourselves for abit. we'll eventually come to realise why things happen. yupz. and i think its true when people say its mind over matter. let's take orientation for example. if you're bent on having a bad time or u simply refuse to get high, there's juz nothing anyone can do, no matter how much fun everyone is having and how insane and shameless your ogls are behaving u juz can't get high if you just keep thinking to yourself how unlucky u are, how unhappy, how no one bothers about you or pay any attention to you...seriously. emo is way out of fashion now. juz go out there and lose yourself. so yup. mind over matter. if you're bent on noticing how bad your life is going or how everyone is deserting you, its impossible to see the people standing right next to you. "if you spent all your time judging ppl, you'll never have time to love them" same concept no? and well, people, don't lose sight of things that really matter as you rush ahead. my greatest strength is my devotion and that is my gift this year, for all my friends. and my greatest weakness is my reliance on others for hapiness and i'm really thankful for those who hung around. love you all. life isn't always what i want it to be, but it always gets better. =) love comes in many different forms. =) hmmmm. there are alot more people i've missed out, like rusydi, xin miao, yen zi, joshua n all my other primary school friends. my css teammates, peishan sokleng jasmine etc etc.... zhiqi denise, mdm ros... they were all really big in my life at some points, and well...i dont haf any recent photos but all in if they every popped by and chanced upon this entry. i still remember all the fun we used to haf and all the birthdays we used to celebrate together. but it'll be ever so nice if we could do it all again. please remember me. dory bloop bloop bloop |
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/ 10:38 PM
Tuesday, January 22, 2008
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/ 3:11 PM
"Let That Be Enough" I wish I had what I needed To be on my own 'Cause I feel so defeatedAnd I'm feeling alone And it all seems so helpless And I have no plans I'm a plane in the sunset With nowhere to land And all I see It could never make me happy And all my sand castles Spend their time collapsing Let me know that You hear me Let me know Your touch Let me know that You love me And let that be enough It's my birthday tomorrow No one here could know I was born this Thursday 22 years ago And I feel stuck Watching history repeating Yeah, who am I? Just a kid who knows he's needy Let me know that You hear me Let me know Your touch Let me know that You love me And let that be enough |
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/ 10:23 PM
Monday, January 21, 2008
is there a secret the whole world is in on except me?
or am i the only person who knows the facts. |
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/ 3:08 PM
hello everybody
heh. i shall not mention what a wonderful day today is because my blog is becoming increasingly repetitive, lolz. tsk tsk tsk. okay. and i have officially aborted the chunky blog plan. lolz. its juz too far away and too foggy and too drunk to remember...esp the badminton gathering. lolz. hmmmmmm............... i am sssssoooooooooooo sssssssssaaaaaaaaaadddddddddddd.... my plans for this week are not going right at all... tsk. hmmm. shall not elaborate. this is saddening saddening SADDENING. hmmmm. and i think i'm finally driving mengqi mad. lolz. no more nonsense from the dory fish. saddening saddening SADDENING. n i'll probably give the next badminton gathering a miss. shocking shocking SHOCKING. i dunno. i juz feel so nua...maybe i'll change my mind by next week. hmmmm AHAHAHA mengqi juz did sth totally stupid!!! HAHAHAHAHAH!!! lolz. okay. that is the most interesting that has happened to day and probably the most interesting thing that is going to happen today. hmmm. i think i should reflect on my life. hmmm. shouldn't we always reflect on our lives? hmmmm. would we really still make the same choices over again? not really. i think not. i know if we "change our decisions" we would not haf met all the great friends we have now, or lived the same exciting/boring life or get the same good/lousy results. i know we can't change anything. but yup...its nice juz to think of the possibilities. i noe its sounds quite stupid, or not very smart. there are things i really don't like. hmmmm. maybe. i'ld change my cca, i like badminton but well maybe now i prefer to sit in the backseat and let someone else tell me what to do. maybe i'ld change my college. sure i met lots of great people but there's been places i rather be sometimes. maybe i wouldn't even go to college at all if i knew i was going to screw up bad. maybe i'ld choose to be less loud and more discreet and hang out with other people because i'm always trying to guess what they're thinking. ya. more omniscient. i think tts the word. omniscient. hmmm. i'll also change the way i judge and treat people. i mean i haven't been fair to everyone n sometimes i feel i want to make it up to them. sorry. but of course, there are people who i wish i killed there and then. lolz. yupz. if only i could turn back time. but there's one thing i know for sure. i'll definitely study harder. its juz petrifying not knowing for sure u're going to pass. because then, i might fail. hmmm. who came up with the word if? if if if if if. if. well, whoever realised there's uncertainty oh wells. its all in retrospect i guess. hmmmm.. bmmmp bmmmp bmmmp |
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/ 2:56 PM
Friday, January 18, 2008
hey people,
its friday. yay!!! its the weekend!!!! okay... lets look at the schedule!!!! hmmmmmmm.... later i haf to go n buy sth for my mum at popular.. hahaha...n meng has to BUY BRIEFS as a favour for her mama later!!!! HAHAHA!!! HAHAHA!!! and. there is sth fishy going on..... i noe.. tsk. all well. thats the occupational hazard of being dory. okay. i shall use the remaining working hours of the week to study for my btt. hahaha...juz dont feel like working. HAR/ too bad. maybe i'll work on the europe post too. heh. bloop bloop bloop |
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/ 4:14 PM
hey everyone!!!
i am so bored. so bored. so bored... tsk. and i wish "people" would stop being secretive. tsk. anyways the lethargy is starting to kick in.. i've worked 30 hours this week. tsk. i am so tired. hehe!!! yay!!! my birthday is coming!!! hmmmm. only one birthday wish this year. okay. maybe two. hmmmm.... okay. i shall go steal a picture from facebook and dedicate a blog entry to jelaine since she's been feeling quite negative towards me recently. hahahaha. bloop bloop bloop |
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/ 10:07 AM
hey everone!!!
its thursday!!! hahaha...the weekends is almost here!!! whoopeedoo!!!! hahaha. okay. anyways i've learnt alot this week. not so much at work but alot about people. hmmmm. i realise that people, no matter who, make the stupid-est mistakes sometimes. especially when it comes to people relationship, people are just so irrational sometimes. and the trend is, the more intelligent they are the more servere their mistakes. hmmm. i wish there's a solution to all these. how do i keep from making these mistakes? also i realise that lots of ppl of loads of unhappiness in them but what they dont see is how fortunate they actually are well...its all relative. really. i wish i could make the whole world happy. even if i were unhappy myself. my life would be much more worthwhile. yup. i want to live a life thats worthwhile. not a live for myself. tsk. oh wells. hmmm. if i knew how. bloop bloop bloop |
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/ 11:02 AM
Tuesday, January 15, 2008
hey everyone!!!
its tuesday and i'm stuck in the office. tsk. my job sucks. sucks sucks sucks sucks... anyways i'm supposed to do an ad for meng qi's blog!!! okay you know some ppl haf ads on their blogs? apparently they get paid like dirt.... and their pay increases only when people click on their ads/ okay so from now on, everytime u go to meng's blog u haf to click on her ads!!! they're like below the tagboard!!! or whose ever blog t is, click on the ad!!!! wouldn't harm to haf more rich friends!!! click on the ads!!! bloop bloop bloop |
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/ 9:02 AM
Monday, January 14, 2008
hey everyone,
its monday morning. whoopeedoo. tsk. i haven managed to finish my ultra long post which seriously requires editing. i've packed half my room. not too bad there. i've started to upload e pictures from my europe trip. i'm planning a new entry. oh n i gotta do an entry for jelaine soon. heh k. gtg for now. bloop bloop bloop |
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/ 12:53 PM
Friday, January 11, 2008
hey everyone!!!
my blog went funny!!! haha..i dunno why but that day must haf been a really bad day!!! hahaha.. anyways its finally friday!!! yes i realise i still haf many many pictures to upload... n den i haf many many posts to complete... but i've already half packed my room... oh den i'm going gyming with meow tmr morning like before the sun wakes up!!! hahaha!!! n tt bum drives...but she absolutely refuses to pick me up!!!! RAH!!!! my fare is so damn ex!!! okay. but yipee!!! today is friday!!! and den i might be going to east coast park to cycle with meng n peiyan tmr afternoon den i'm going to west coast to celebrate my birthday with zhiqi n louise(birthday people) n more party people... den sunday i'm going to boon piao's place to borrow his bike before he enlists!!! hahaha!!! what a fun filled weekend!!! yipee!!!! okay. oh ya!!! n its all on a small budget!!!! omg...i love budget weekends!!!! heh heh heh... happy weekend!!! bloop bloop bloop. |
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/ 4:13 PM
Wednesday, January 09, 2008
today is such a bad day.
i hate working. it sucks big time. time is just dragging by. i just wanna go hhhhhhhooooooommmmmmeeeeeee. i wish my mummy and daddy can come n save me. i hate my job. bloop bloop bloop. |
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/ 3:48 PM
Tuesday, January 08, 2008
hey everyone!!!
2nd post for today!!! hahaha...u see because basically i haf a no brainer job my mind has lots of opportunities to wander off into the past or the present... and after readin nicole's post about her egypt trip i'm super motivated to create a post of my europe trip!!! hahaha...even though it was last last year... i hope europe hasn't changed to much. anyways this post shall be for annie and hui hui. no xian yee because she went there last year =p so its not for her. okay. this is a new project for myself. i shall aim to complete it ASAP! hahaha. okay okay jelaine... i'll dedicate a sentosa trip post to you okay??? plus lots of sand and sun!!! okay. i shall finish the previous one first though... oh...my life is kinda picking up again!!!! yipee...all thanks to meng for not coming to work today!!! but no post for her. tsk. okay. so next up. europe trip post for annie and hui hui. also check out nicole's egypt trip post you will want to go. n if u really want to go to egypt please ask me along!!! |
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/ 3:27 PM
hey everyone!!!
today sucks!!! at work at least. oh my goodness. S-U-C-K SUCK meng didn't come to work. n huiling (my favourite person in the office) came in late. SUCK. SUCK. SUCK. tsk. heh. thank goodness for happy memories. heh heh heh. hmmm...n they piled my up with so much work i couldn't continue my long entry on all my previous activities.. hahaha... i will finish it this weekend, on top of packing my room, going for a picnic on saturday and blogging abt that picnic and going to play badminton and going shopping with zhiqi later. I WILL PACK MY ROOM AND FINISH THAT ENTRY. but today was really miserable... all i want to do is go home... no...go shopping den go home... home... i like tt song along... i think michael buble does it better than the backstreet boys... and jack johnson has a really good version of rudolph... kind of laggy..hahaha.. but they're all really nice songs... thank god for mp3s. hahaha. i shall blast and ignore all phone calls. hahaha. and i got tt barney song in my head.... hhaahaha... super sadistic... but its all in the nuture...i've been spending too much time in the office so i'm turning abit sadistic. haha. thats the end of my break i guess. gotta go back to work. =p i really want to go home. today i wish we had more than 24 hours a day i also wish i never grew up. i wish exams didn't exist. i wish everyday is my birthday. Home Another summer day Has come and gone away In Paris and Rome But I wanna go home Maybe surrounded by A million people I Still feel all alone I just wanna go home Oh I miss you, you know And I’ve been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you Each one a line or two “I’m fine baby, how are you?” Well I would send them but I know that it’s just not enough My words were cold and flat And you deserve more than that Another aeroplane Another sunny place I’m lucky I knowBut I wanna go home I’ve got to go home Let me go home I’m just too far from where you are I wanna come home And I feel just like I’m living someone else’s life It’s like I just stepped outside When everything was going right And I know just why you could not come along with me That this was not your dream But you always believed in me Another winter day has come And gone away In even Paris and Rome And I wanna go home Let me go home And I’m surrounded by A million people I I still feel alone Oh, let me go home Oh, I miss you, you know Let me go home I’ve had my run Baby, I’m done I gotta go home Let me go home It’ll all be all right I’ll be home tonight I’m coming back home |
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/ 10:26 PM
Sunday, January 06, 2008
hey everyone!!! this post shall be specially for meng qi!!! she's a really smart and pretty babe!!!! juz a little vertically challenged and bimbotic and bitchy!!! but all in all she's really nice to know especially when you wanna hear the scoop about everyone!!! you'll never really understand but cheers for meng!!! =) bloop went the dory fish. |
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/ 5:23 PM
Friday, January 04, 2008
hi everyone.
ohmygosh... today was such a terrible day at work... i had fun yes...but its ending off realli badly... i am going to drop dead... me n meng were pretty high in the morning and we were blatantly making noise gigglying talking and everything... after lunch we got even higher... den at five we totally went flat... 40 hours a week is super tiring man... and i only work 40-12 which is 28... i've never worked 40 hours before.... blah... next week i'll haf to... oh my gosh... i am going to die. and the worse thing is.. admist all my high i've made quite a big mistake at work today. i recorded the dispatch (letters we send to our clients) completely wrong... coz i forgot the format. and someone else had to do it all again!! ohmygosh!!! good thing it's friday and everyone is generally in a good mood. tsk. i'm in a good mood too...i'm juz dead tired. i shall sit at the mrt station later until its time to go for my gathering. i am sososososo tired. but thats mostly because they piled work on me at the last minute... and my shoes are so killing me... and the sun was realli bright and sunny today!!!! and i'm stuck in the office. bleah. i hate my job. tsk. it is so yucky. seriously. i'm am doing everybody's dirty job. in fact sometimes i think they're fighting over me so i can do their dirty job. when they compute tax they need to take out documents from the clients folder. after they're done they're supposed to go to the neverending filing room to find the file and put the documents back. and they're all dumping their documents on me. well its my job. but to they its sai kang... so i'm doing all their dirty jobs i guess... and they are always asking me to COMB the entire office for a file that they cannot find. yes. i am a one woman search party. okay. i hope sunday comes soon. theres a pre u sem gathering later in the evening and attendance is going to be poor. me n daniel already haf back up plans if the whole sg ps-es us...heh. and there's this badminton gathering tmr...i noe its going to be fun...food booze and all... but i'm too tired to enjoy.. heh.... and too broke too!!!! omg. somebody save me!!! okay. i am such a whiner. worse things could happen. not that its not bad enough. but yup. be thankful complain less. love more. share more. whine none. sunday dont be late. bloop bloop bloop |
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