hey people...

hmmm...
today was a bad day..
guess i'm feeling kinda emo now....
the game was terrible....
absolutely.
the more i think about it the more i think its true.
we could have done better.
i never liked to used the term "we".
ultra collective.
one person doesn't decide another.
but then, today.
its a we thing.
we could have done better.
it seems rather pointless to talk about it now.
but if only i knew.
how can i help u play better?
how can i help u feel better?
how can i make u feel committed to the team and accountable to the team so that we'll all play our best?
if, if, i could do something, and all of us could feel more committed, more accountable to everyone else. i'll do it. i think i realli will. whatever it is.
who do i talk to?
everytime after i lose a game, who's going to tell me what happened???
who's going to tell me what i can do better?
i always leave the court and go out, feeling lost.
there's no one to talk to and not really anyone who cares.
i don't haf a partner and my racket can't talk.
we played veri badly today.
i played badly today.
as usual.
its realli sad.
if only i was born with the skills of playing badminton.
oh wells.
today sucked.
BIG TIME
gosh. ultra emo.

good thing.
i saw louise on the train on the way home today.
haven't seen her for almost 1.5 years.
great to see her again today.
like finally.
we had so much to say and so much to bitch about.
if only the two of us still played badminton in the same team.
maybe she'll understand. =(
hmmmm...
realli missed her alot.
hahaha..where has she been and where is she going???


life's realli wierd.
ppl dont appreciate what they have.
go ahead.
throw your life away.
but then again don't.
its gonna be such a pity...
don't throw your life away, dont thow your chances away.
i truly care.

tingyz~~
smile because the sky is blue