haven't posted for quite a while.
hmmm..been kinda busy i guess...
pre-u sem n all...
results are screwed...
but i see some improvement...
physics n chem...
maths is juz going down down down down....
vectors killed me off.
its accomplice was complex nubers..numbers i mean...
good thing i still haf some sense for binomial...
someone save my soul...
everything is going wrong wrong wrong...
damn i'm nervous...
somebody save my soul...
yup...
tourney is round e corner...
i guess its really important to me.
if u know me, i dont realli care....
but now....i can't be nonchalant abt it...
i realli care...
i'm really scared...
somebody kill me...
i need a hug...
i want to cry....
gosh.....
i'm just dying....
how can anyone live like that???
gosh...
somebody save my soul....
if only you could encourage me.....
i'll feel better....

dory =(=(

tgtf
thank god tmr's friday
i think i'm moving soon...lots of problems with this old hse....

hey ppl!!!!!!!!!!!!

fixtures out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
gosh...
panic attack!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
its a good chance for pj i sumise...
panic attack!!!!
i think badminton is like damn important to me...
damn...
btw i dropped my econs.
dont come to pj if u can help it..
panic panic panic...

tingyz

hey everybody!!!!

haha!!!
watching a cinderella story now...
haha...dunno if i got e spelling right...but yup....
that movie...
i wished i had a friend like thAT..
lolz...
completely understanding and well..always around...
COMPLETELY understanding and well...ALWAYS around...
and well...
lolz...
i guess there's someone....
haha...
thats myself!!!!!
STAY STRONG GIRL!!!!!
ahahahaha!!!!
but seriously....
being a senior is like...rah!!!
its hard like hell...
especially some rubbish j2...
sigh...why am i such an in-between?????!!!??!??
rah...
can't even point out e mistakes that j1s' makes...
cry...complain....
sigh...
i can remember everything mr quek once taught me...
but how do pass it on?
how to mak them understand?
somethings can be left alone...
somethings are no longer necessary...especially now that we're older...
but still...
what about everything that's basic....
everything else that's necessary...
i admire him for being fearless and despise myself for being cowardly...
i can't do it.
i know how.
but i can't bring myself to do it...
i'm afraid of being hated...
i'm afraid of being misunderstood...
somebody please tell me what to do????????????????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
RAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and well...
nth everything we want can be achieved.
sigh...
sometimes i feel i should juz give it up.
give it up.
i dont haf time i dont haf strength n i dont haf e patience....
STOP STOP STOP STOP STOP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
stop encouraging me, stop urging me on.
ignore me pls.

worn. shattered. torn.
but still going.
yi ting.