hey people!!!

today was QUITE fun...
haha..
first did pw...
pw..
well...
PEEDOUBLE-U....
like meng qi says..
lolz..
i was realli sick of tt
budden my pw group is so fun!!!
haha!!!
we had sharing session!!!!
haha...uncovered so many scandals, stories and bitchy stuff!!!
oh my gosh!!!
i love having pw meetings when we're not actually doing pw!!!
n i'm so glad tt pw is coming to an end soon!!!
YIPEE!!!
pw is realli sickening...
but a nice group really makes up for tt. =D

den i had training.
lolz...
gombak is such an incovenient place, its so near my place but i haf to take 2 buses juz to get there..
BLAH...
so i walked...haha..
lolz!!! i'm so bored!!! haha...
aiyo,
i'm on the phone with papaya...
n i'm too lazy to upload the pictures...
haha...
later...
okay...
continue blogging first...
haha...
oh trng...
kinda slack...
i think we could haf done more within the two hours....
so yup.
but tts okay coz trng was damn fun or so i think...
oh n i met my future racket...
gosh...
so nice to play with..but doesn't look as pretty as my previous one...
but well...
love can be nurtured..
haha...
yup.
i think i'm juz getting tt..
but i hafta keep my options open
shall try a few more...haha...

den went to distribute flyers with sheila, wenny, hui qi and xin hao..
haha...
got so high i couldn't sit still...
lolz...
n den sheila scolded me n tried to make me sit down..
haha..
aiyo...
long story...
will blog more when i get the pictures up..
haha..
budden..
distributing flyers...
its a once in a lifetime thing for me man..
wont be doing it again soon....
even if i do...its gonna be primarily for fun...
not $$...
yup...
at first it was quite fun and entertaining...
budden well...
i dont usually take the lift...
and sad to say...
i'm PETRIFIED of taking the lift alone..coz i got stuck once...
despite the fact tt i rarely take the lift...
sad to say...lolz...
come to think about it...
i almost never take the lift except when i go to my friends' place...
coz i used to live on the second floor at my old HDB flat...
n obviously there isn't a lift at home...
no lift in school...
n commonwealth...
well the teachers preferred the students to take the stairs...
n i'm afraid of walking along the corridors of HDB flats...
ohmygosh!!!
its so scary...
there are eyes staring out the windows of the flats as u walk pass in the corridors...
n there are houses with doors wide open but its absolutely dark inside...
gosh!!!
its so scary....!!!
n some houses haf doors that mysteriously creak open!!!
oh my gosh!!!!
and the stairs are realli dark and scary...
and the residents crowd out the whole stairway with lotsa junk...
even if u were horrible serriously...see i can't spell seriously properly...
yup...
it is freakish man...
i was SSSSSSSSOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO freaked out!!!!!!
oh my gosh!!!!
oh my gosh!!!!
and i literally ran down the stairs when i was done with the floors i was supposed to do!!!
its so ultra scary...
n wenny said only ppl who live in private housing will be scared...coz sheila was scared too!!!
haha...
budden if u stayed at my place...
u'll be scared too...
imagine walking up a slope with lotsa scary looking trees n houses with mysterious glows coming from their window...
n the road is completely quiet except for the crickets...
gosh when i had to report for trng at 6:30 in the past i would RUN all the way down to the busstop at 5:30 in the morning...
and slow down a little when i was near the condominium's guardhouse...
gosh!!!
being alone in the night absolutely freaks me out...
like now...
GOSH!!!
i shall close al my curtains.
i realli did...
oops...all my curtains i mean...

juz to let everyone know.
especially my dear cheryl...
the dory fish is veri broke at the moment....
and she wanna get lotsa new stuff herself...
so yup...
let's all pray realli hard some sucker leaves fifty bucks on the floor for us real soon..

tingyz~~ =p=p

MOON

at some point in time,
the world seems deserted,
and there is only that one person.
you think about her all day and night,
wishing, wondering, hoping,
even when the bed bugs bite.
every word pronounced from her lips,
like wonderful music to your ears,
and you crave for more.
love is a great thing,
its shows you the joy that life can bring.
you feel like you're in the sky,
soaring through clouds,
rushing against the stars.
you care for her,
think about her,
even give your life to her,
and then,
and only then,
do you know,
that you are in love.

ssssssssoooooooooooooooooooooooo kinky!!!!!!
gosh. some guys are so dumb.
DUMB BOM BOMS

nobody is indespensible.
me too.
hardly indespensible.


u think u're smart?
think again.
i couldn't help it.
could i?
history repeats itself.

hey people.

after many torturous lessons
and painful heartaches.
the incredibly smart dory.
has finally figured out.
why the education system is split into
primary, secondary and tertiary.
they dont actually represent the level of education we're receiving.
because thats bullshit.
okay la.
i'm bullshitting but nvm okay?
juz take it as a highly intellectual entry.
the level of education tt we receive doesn't actually change coz our brain develops.
at the primary level of brain development u receive primary education.
at the secondary level of brain development u receive secondary education.
at the tertiary level of brain development u receive tertiary education.
if u simplify that,
u learn only what u're capable of. if u're not as capable as u think, u stay on.
if u're more capable than ppl think.
u own the pants off them.
get it so far?
okay.
good.
anyways.
the basic concept here is that.
the higher the level of education we receive.
the higher the hypocrisy, deceit and whatever evil crap there is in the world.
u'll be getting it soon.
primary school is primarily 6 years because in those six years.
we basically our ourselves.
we're too young to care, what people think, what is wrong, what is right.
we juz wanna be happy.
that's why we're able to live with one another for 6 years
before we eventually bore the shit out of each other.
coz we know each other too well for there to be any surprise element.
ya?
yup.
i think so.
so in front of our primary school friends.
we're our all natural selves.
coz there's nth to hide.

and we move on to secondary school
4 years.
this is because we have lower tolerance for ppl.
in our sec 1 years we're still buds.
a lil fresh from primary school.
so we're okay with one another...
when we get to sec 2 we start to get sick of on another.
coz we actually get smarter and people get more scheming and evil and pretentious...
but we're still okay. coz politiking isn't tt bad yet.
and b4 things can get any worser...
STREAMING!!!
so we leave our lower sec class still loving one another...
n den we get to sec 3..
well...
we all pretend to be nice in the first year.
n in sec 4.
we get realli sick of that...so HARDCORE politiking man!!!!
but boys haven gone thru puberty, so they're fine. coz they're still stupid i guess..haha..
girls are more subtle...so there's juz a little tension in the air...
furthermore a class of 40 or 35 at least..
its hard to have to be wary of evryone...
yup.

den we get to jc.
gosh.
two years.
class of 20.
everyone gets sick of pretending to be nice even before j1 ends...
n there's no time to kill...
but i think the government is pushing their luck...haha...
there's no guarantee i wont go to school with a gun next year.

haha...
bullshit.
i realize i'm not making ANY sense...
not in the least...
but nvm la..
haha...

tingyz~~ =p=p

my racket broke.
together with it.
i shattered.

tingyz~~

hey people...

i got promoted.
i'm exhilerated.
but life isn't all about results...
been talking to meng qi...
haha..damn entertaining to talk to her...
we were discussing,
horizontal lines make u look fat.
vertical lines make u look tall.
so horiontal lines make ur boobs look bigger
and vertical lines make ur boobs look SAGGY!!!
AHAhahahahahhHAHAHAHA
oh ya..
n exams are a bad way of comparison.
coz,
everyone learns the same thing in school!!!
so why bother testing something that is gonna haf the same answer anyway? (techinically)
raw product 1-->put through processing-->student
raw product 2-->put through processing--> student
therefore
exams=pointless!!!
DUH~~

n i'm pon-ing school tml!!!
n its too late for me to change my mind!!!
coz i can't possibly rush out my homework this late at night.
therefore, i'm fully accquitted.
all charges dropped.
aha.
truth is
I DON'T GIVE A DAMN!

oh well.
i dont noe what's wrong with me actually.
a little high,
budden a little blue as well...
a little lost i guess...
n i dunno how to get back on track.
i've lost sight of my goals, my dreams, my motivation
i'm utterly lost.
yup.
i'm utterly lost,
juz floating along i guess..
well until i find my new bearings again...
i'll ju float around.

tingyz~~

looking back on my memories,
i realize.
i have nothing,
but a past full of regret.

tsk tsk people are wierd.
thank goodness
when u are pissed off
there are many things u can say to let off steam...

like...
WAH PIANG
SUCKER
RAH
PUNG SAI
SHIT
WHAT THE HELL
FRIGGIN IRRITATING
RUBBISH
BUZZ OFF
GO BANG
SO GUI
SO NIAO
WA LAU
YA LA
WAH PIANG
SUCKER
SUCKER
SUCKER
SUCKER
SO GUI
SO NIAO
ULTRA GUI ULTRA NIAO
pungsai!!!
pungsai!!!!!!!!!
SUCKER!!!
SUCKER!!!
SUCKER AGAIN!!!!
WAH PIANG!!!!
FRIEND!!!
SOME PPL SO FRIEND!!!
WA LAU!!!
NEVERMIND!!!
WAH PIANG!!!!
PUNG SAI!!!
SUCKER!!!!
SUCKER!!
SUCKER!!!
SSSSSSSSSSSUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKEEEEEEEERRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!
SSSSSSSSSSSSSUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKEEEEEERRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SSSSSSSSSUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKEEEEEEEEERRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!
SO FRIEND!!!!!!!!!!!!
NO!!!!
SSSSSSSSSUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKKEEEEEEEEERRRRRRRR!!!!!
SCREW YOU!!!!!
SCREW YOU!!!!!!!
WAH PIANG!!!!!!!!!
PUNG SAI La!!!!!
SSSSOOOOOO MMMMMMMAAAAAAHHHHHHH FFFFFFFFFFFFAAAAAAAAAAANNNN!!!!
YA LA!!!
SUCKER!!!!!
suckerS!!!
SUCKER NUMBER ONE
and SUCKER NUMBER TWO!!!!!!!!!!!

tingyz~~

HEY PEOPLE!!!!!

this week haS BEEN VERI FUN!!!
OOPS I ACCIDENTALLY HIT THE CAPS LOCK!!!!
ahaha...
lolz!!!!
so fun!!!!
but i shall go shower first before i blog again!!!
woohoo!!!!

okay IIIIIIIIIIIII'MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM
back.
lolz
haha!!!
monday n thursday training was fun...
every thing seems to be picking up once we actually haf fixed trainings
and people actually turn up.
and everything.
there's still lotsa things and aspects we need to work on and improve but i'm juz realli glad things are picking up and we're actually moving along regardless of the pace...
and then there was friday open house.
*BLEAHX*
it was so boring....
css' open house was more interesting...
*BLEAHX*
freshies!!!!!
and then there was this queensland core skills test on wenesday...
haha...
quite interesting...
i shall work on the number pattern that i learnt...
its so fun...
u actually haf 1 x 2 x 3 x 4 x 5 x 6 sequences before u actually reach the first one again..
ahaha
so fun....!!!!
but that one later la..
den there was ogl interview on tuesday...
and there i had lotsa pw homework and chinese homework and maths and chem tutorial to catch up on...
haha
so packed!!!
i like!!!!
at least i'm not bored!!!
ahaha!!!
and then there was yesterday!!!!
woohoo!!!!
its been a while since i had SSSSSSSSSSSOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH fun!!!!
eheheheheheheh!!!!
WOOHOO!!!! so fun...
all thanks to a not so cute guy with cute cash and cute character!!!!
lolz!!!
and not to forget the cute papaya!!!!
ahahah!!!
so fun!!!!
wait....
sheila talking to me...
lolz!!!!
wait a while while...
OOOOOOOORRRRRRRRHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
she scold me dumb!!!!
but NVM!!!!
ahahaha!!!!
yesterday there was this s12 class outing and we all went to watch DEATH NOTE
17 of us...
but it was so freaking boring!!!!
and the movie cost me 9.50 bucks!!!
SUCKER!!!!
the movie was SSSSSSSOOOOOOOOO boring....i think physics lecture would haf been more fun coz i could at least do my other homework or bitch or something like tt....
the movie was so freaking boring!!!!
and we were sitting in the fourth row from the screen!!!
gosh!!!!!
i'm never ever gonna watch any dumb show adapted from some nice animae by a japanese directed...
BORING!!!!!!
i might as well watch the dumb animae!!!!!
SUCKERS!!!!!!
yup.
SUCKERS!!!!!!!!!!
after the movie we stood around for a realli long time before finally deciding where to go...
and as we were moving along some unappreciative asshole!!!!
ASSHOLE!!!
anyways...some unappreciative asshole went
"u think u want to go means everybody wants to go huh?
walk walk walk...."
dumb ASSHOLE!!!
if u noe how to please everyone please show us next time
if u were so smart u jolly well go organise a class outing urself...
if u're so good u wouldn't be hated and bitched about.
if u weren't so irritating people might actually tell u how much they dislike u la!!!
DUMB PUNGSAI!!!!!
irritating!!!!
SUCKER!!!!
niwaes..
thanks JJ for organising the outing!!!!!!
and u need a new shirt!!!
ur shirt has HOLES in it!!!!
lolz...
yup...
and then it was simply too big a group so most of the babes went off first...
constance and teng teng went shopping i think...
twins and hui yi went home...
n me n papaya...
and since josh was taking a nap in the orchard library while waiting for th movie to end he came down to join us!!!!
woohoo!!!
tell u this guy has frigging loads of cute cash...
imagine..cabbing from taka to PS.....
lolz....
so the three of us went off!!!
oh...
before i forget...
my greatest regret or misfortune...whatever u might call it this week is that my cam broke down!!!
or broke!!!
or spoilt!!!!
its juz broken la!!!
can't take pictures and is still at the servicing centre!!!
WTH!!!!
n i missed out taking all sorts of nice picture!!!!
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
seriously...once u hear what i was doing the whole of yesterday u'll understand why having a camera is soooooooooooooooooooooooooo important!!!
yup.
anyways!!!
josh brought us to esplanade for nice chocolate dessert!!!!
realli nice!!!!!
n he picked up the tab!!!!
woohoo!!!!
nice guy!!!!!!
yipee!!!!
he had a cocktail, i had hot chocolate with marshmallows and yvonne had a cookieshake!!!
and the three of us shared a chocolate fondue!!!!!
and its so nice!!!
strawberries, marshmallows (again!!! whoopeedoo!!!), bananas and bread!!!!
and the chocolate was so nice!!!!
there was dark chocolate, milk chocolate and white chocolate!!!!
and the cups were so cute!!!!
and they even use METAL STRAWS!!!! and papaya said she's gonna get me the huge bottle of marshmallows!!!! woohoo!!!!
so nice!!!!!
but no pictures!!! WTH!!!!!
niwaes it was so nice!!!! woohoo!!!!
and by the time we were done it was 7 plus going 8...
and because we were pigs and wanted to haf dessert before dinner we were too full for dinner..
haha...
n we were all getting high coz apparently (according to josh) chocolate on an empty stomach gets u high..
lolz...
k lo..
so we were damn high and we were being anal and attitudal to each other...!!!
ahaha!!!
so fun!!! and we walked down the singapore river....being high and watching ppl getting kinky..
lolz!!! so fun!!! and we went to fullerton to chill and everything!!!
gosh!!! so cool!!!! i'm gonna get married there!!!!
so cool!!!!
and we played with the revolving doors...and everybody there was so nice and the music was nice...
and the lounge was nice...but the menu was like way out of budget...
lolz...
so we juz sat around..
haha...
and after we got bored we walked down to clarke quay...
gosh...
we were getting harrassed by all sorts og waiters...and i felt like eating crabs!!!!
coz they were so big and fat but they were moving!!!
and the papaya kept saying she'll treat...whatever i said i felt like eating and josh said no she said she'll treat!!!
woohoo!!!
yipee!!! good food!!!!
yup...den we went up to the top floor of centre point to look at the view...
like gosh!!!!
NO CAMERA!!!! RAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!
the reflection in the water was okay...not extremely nice but the place was juz nice!!!!
and after that we went to play in the water fountain...or whatever u call it..
haha...oh ya...some girl went to sit on the hole!!!!
like ouch man!!!! imagine water BLASTING up ur ass!!!! gosh!!! she's good..lolz...
yup and we played with the water!!!!
hahahahahahah....n then we went to look at ppl getting shot into the night sky...lolz!!!
yuppie...the bungee thingy...
lolz...
gosh!!! looking at it made me feel like puking all my chocolate out!!! ahahah!!!!
but i didn't..coz it was too nice...so i had to keep it down!!!
woohoo!!! it was realli damn nice....
and then we walked into the real clarke quay area at it was already nine plus at this point of time...
haha..niwaes there were more water fountains and nice lights spinning and everything.
and once again...
NO CAMERA!!! RAH!!!
gotta save up n buy one of my own!!! RAH!!!
okay!!!
something new for my wishlist!!!!
woohoo!!!
niwaes...
oh...den it got realli hot and i think josh got a craving for waffles!!!! lolz...
so we went to haagen daz..
budden full-house..
so couldn't help it...
ended up at LIANG COURT macs instead...
lolz..
and we had fries and nuggets..
lolz...
and we were sitting around sitting around..
and it was still a little early to be going home...n since yvonne had already decided to spend the night at my place...
we decided to go to VIVOCITY to enjoy the night scene there!!!!
lolz...
n after walking around...
walk walk walk...
looking for the mrt station..
lolz...
we decided to cab there!!!
ahahaha!!!!
lolz...
and it was still crowded considering the time..
lolz..
and we walked around on the deck and by this time we were realli shagged...
lolz...
but the scenery was so nice!!!!!
but once again...
RAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
no camera!!!! WTH!!!!!
RAH!!!!!!!
RAH RAH RAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and so we finally decided to sit down at the haagen daz there...lolz..
but josh din order his dumb waffle!!!! HAHAHAHA
n got a nice TALL cup of ice cream and me n yvonne watched him eat...
and then...
highlight of the night!!!!
the dumb papaya didn't haf contacts case or solution with her...
n we wanted to buy...
but at 11:30 at night everything was closed!!!!
lolz...
and we had problems finding our way around vivocity anyways..
haha...
and then i was seriously high...
so i tried screaming through the glass doors at giant coz there were still lights..
and there were people inside...
lolz...
after all we onli wanted to get some contacts solution and case what..
and the pharmacy was right at the entrance...
and there were people standing at the counter...
so i juz tried my luck...
and i think i looked like i was dumb...or drunk or something like tt..
haha...
in the end josh had to call his dad to bring some down from his place...n den send us home!!!
haha!!!
his daddy is so nice!!!!
so we took the train down to outram..haha..and waited for his papa opposite SGH...
lolz...
n went his dad finally came he forgot the solution n case coz he was in a rush!!!!
lolz!!!!
so actually we made his dad come down for nothing!!!! haha..so malu!!!!
thanks uncle!!!! u're so nice!!!! haha....
and his dad insisted on sending me n yvonne right up to my doorstep...coz it was late and everything...!!!
lolz!!!!
so malu!!!!
haha!!!!
and in the end my sis had contacts solution at home!!!!
WTH!!!
haha!!!
lolz!!!!
den that was yesterday...n now its today...
lolz...
haha...
woohoo!!!
and tomorrow is doomsday....
gosh...
haha...at least i had fun last week i guess...
woohoo!!!!
that's all for my exciting week spent!!!!

signing off
tingyz~~ =p=p
WHOOPEEDOO!!!! so fun!!!!

hey people!!!!

today was rather interesting!!!!
ahahahahahahaha!!!!
not bad la...
quite okay....
coz of that bone marrow thing...
and i pon maths lecture...
lolz...

maths lecture was realli boring shit...
not that i went and found out...
but that's call foresight man...
lolz.
so i din go lo...
den i saw all the bone marrow blood test or blood sampling whatever you call it...
so oh well...
might as well..
a little pain...
i might save someone...
yup...
so i filled up the form and went for the test...
but den..
it was
DAMN HELL PAINFUL LA!!!!!
the guy is simply inexperienced...
first he pricked my middle finger...
oh ya...
not to forget tt sheila loves to ka-jiao....
go n tell him to prick my left hand....
in the end i couldn't do my homework and had to sit outside the classroom the whole of MATH
juz so i could go for training...
so k-po right???
ya lo...
anyways...
ya..it was damn painful la...
he pricked my flesh...maybe even a nerve...
its so friggin painful...
budden
NO BLOOD CAME OUT!!!! or at least not enough...
n he had to prick my finger again!!!!!
OOOOOOOUUUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCCCCHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!
so he pricked my second finger lo...
n lotsa blood came out...
so i felt faint during training...
ahaha...but training was fun!!!!!
girl power rules man!!!!
niwaes..yup...played around a little like tt lo...
look look see see the booths...
lolz...
den went for lessons...

haha...
den that was the highlight of the day i guess...
k...
den training...
haha...
sho fun....
coz got wenny's entertainment i think...
n we're realli having fun...
lolz...
n we bitched abt our teacher in charge..
lolz...
so fun!!!!
no one will understand i guess...
but oh!!!
remember!!!
the babes owned the pants off the guys!!!!!
me n delia played a rubber doubles with alvin and kenneth!!!!
gosh!!!!
so fun!!!!
WE OWNED THE PANTS OFF THEM...
lolz...
k la...
they were close but not close enough...
MUAHAHA
we rock babe!!!

k la...
open house tml...
n hafta work on sucky pw now...
so dumb..
k la...
maybe if u're lucky can see my pioneer performance..lolz..
haha
k la...
too high to remember anything...
lolz..
k lo..
hmmm....
bye bye!!!

tingyz~~ =p=p

thirst for blood
room for improvement
passion for victory.

hey people!!!!

my papaya is finally back from her dumb trip!!!!
woohoo!!!
entertainment in class!!!
WELCOME BACK PAPAYA!!!!!!
but school has been okay la...
realli...
no one is indespensible u see...
lolz...
but well....
S12 IS REALLY ENTERTAINING WHEN THEY WANT TO BE!!!!!!!
AHAHAHAH
LOLZ...
especially the guys man...
lolz...
playing bastard tai di and that dumb thumb raising game with them is so frigging fun la!!!
not to forget all those lame jokes...
lolz...
laugh until can PENG!!!
lolz...

oh...
niwaes my mama juz lost one of her gowns and she's damn pissed..
lolz..dunno where she left it...
haha...
its not as though we live in the atlantic ocean or what...
dont understand how she could lose something like a GOWN...
lolz...as in the kind ppl wear to weddings...that sort...
lolz...
lost in the forest...
lolz...

oh and i'm so broke...
BLAH!!!!
no money+no time=no life=my life now
gosh...
lolz...
should start getting serious abt my work!!!
lolz..
but later la...
maths tut.
physics tut.
chinese tut.
lolz...chem tut.
lolz..
NVM LA!!!
heck first...
oh no...
i forgot what i wanted to say....
den again...
i reembered...
oh juz now i went swimming in my new swim suit...
oh my gosh the hole at the back is so "cooling"
lolz...
juz hafta get used to it...
lolz...
haha...okay..
nvm...
k la..
nth much liao.....

tingyz~~



the only condition for loving is to love un conditionally.
i'm slowly picking that up, give me time.

hey people!!!!

erm life's been kinda monotone recently.
like absolutely.
all my friends have been asking me out on the wrong days and everything...
or maybe i should say i've been busy on all the wrong days.
lolz.
n being broke doesn't help things at all.
but for one, i'm gonna get a new racket realli soon.
for another i've got a new swim suit!!!!
woohoo!!!
n its in my school colors...
red n black.
wanted to get lime green and grey...
but the grey was sorta off-black kinda color...
and well...
it looked ultra OFF
yup.
so red n black....
shall go swim once the haze clears...
its realli been getting me down man...
the sky looks sad and i feel sad...
lolz...
yup.
but seriously.
weather has been bad.
OHMYGOSH
MY LIFE IS BORING!!!!
GOSH!!!!
damn...
hafta keep myself occupied...
oh yup...
might be gg overseas this holiday...
not confirmed yet but will be telling u guys asap yup?
n den, 2/4 chalet, 4/3 gathering, probably nothing on for s12, ogl/slo training camp,badminton chalet, metro cip. n i'm posted to damn tampines.....
oh well.
okay.
juz haf to finish up my pw OP n i'm free.
FRIGGIN FREE
oohh...
but i hafta study for my chinese as well.
what the shucks...
oh wells...
lets look at my to-do list then.

oral presentation
confirm holiday*
-once confirmed,
--take my winter clothing out to wash n sun
--new shoes
--dig out my luggage
settle 2/4 chalet
settle 4/3 chalet
settle badminton chalet
try to organise something for s12*
study for chinese*
oh...
organise something for 6a
new racket.

okay,
i guess that's about all...
i haf enough clothes for now anyways...
erm..
*-tentative
oh ya.
flip flops.
i want my flip flops!
oh.......
n while i'm organising all that activity...
maybe i shall ask my daddy if i can haf a simple birthday party next year...
whoopeedoo...we'll see...
k.
yuppies.
n as u can see life has been serious monotone...
awww..wells...
will be back with more exciting news once there is...

tingyz~~
i feel the thirst for victory.

hey people

hmmm...
okay.
thanks sheila!!!
i lou you!!!!
nice to have friends around...
yup...
budden again...
reflections.
sigh...
shall talk abt the week first.

its been one hectic week.
hmmm...monday?
hmmm....caught u me n dupree...
kinky man.
played pool with chris...

tuesday
training
i need a new racket man.
like now.
den it'll be seasoned enough for the next season.
coz the current one.
wear and tear..
sigh...all things come n go i guess...

wednesday...
hmmm...
oh yuppie...
went shopping wif hui qi for pei wen's prezzie.
n sheila went shopping for hui qi's,
lolz.
happy birthday babes!!
haish...

thursday
dumb job seminar.
training
happy birthday pei wen!!!

today.
talked to chrissy.
sigh.
walked around town a little.
went to queensway..
came home n i guess its now.

even so.
there's still so much i mssed out on.
2/4 gathering
s12 bbq
rj open house
n of course some personal time
to chill to slack around.
rob-a-hood
stay alive.
blah blah blah....

well.
understanding is one thing.
caring is another
sighz.
sometime its so hard to figure people out.
how do i know what people are thinking?
how do i know how to react?
how to behave?
and well...
how do people know what i'm thinking?
much less what i want?
dont assume. please.
what i want is different from what you think.
i don't need your sympathy.
i don't need your pity.
i only need your truthful, sincere company.
not some random activity to kill time.
the moon shines alone at night.
but can never be seen in the day.

tingyz

Well, since I'm such a wonderful friend i shall do this thing from syamil and post three entries in a day!!!
woohoo!!!!

single, taken, crushing?
hmmm. sadly single. ahahah.

are you happy with your life now?
nope. not realli. could be better.

when you meet the right person, do you fall in love with him/her fast?
nope. i'm a snail.
i think i'm being a little anal so all the answers might not be as funny as you would expect but juz realli completely ANAL.

have you ever had your heart broken?
yes.

do you believe that there are circumstances where cheating love is acceptable?
go kill yourself u cheater.

have you ever talked about marriage with another before?
my mum.
she hopes that i concentrate on my studies first.

For now.would you ever consider adoption?
i'm not an animal lover =)

if someone likes you right now, what do you think is the best way to let you know his/her feelings?
i'm sure the mouth is only for display.
like duh~~
make some sound.

do you enjoy getting into a relationship?
are friendships considered a kind of relationships?
actually. ya.
of course i do.
especially those extra-marital sort.
i enjoy the risk. =)

what is the furthest thing you and your ex did?
we broke up.

do you believe in love at first sight?
ahuh.
dislike at first sight is more believable

are you romantic?
if u want.


do you believe you can change someone?
yes from a man to a woman but not reverse.

if you could get married somewhere, where would it be?
fullerton

do you give in easily when you are fighting?
i fight for fun?
give in still fight?
who sets this dumb questions anyways?

do you have feelings for someone right now?
yes.
like n dislike.
gosh this is realli dumb.
like ULTRA.

have you broken a heart?
give me urs n u'll know.

1 day, your best friend falls in love with the person you are deeply in love with, what will you do?
i haf no idea yet.

are you missing someone right now?
syamil said
I miss more of the moments...yep, well I miss my Sports class..and my ..........
which means me. partly.
so i miss him too!!!

now, you have to ask 5 of your friends to do this survey in their blogs.
i'm a loner. =p

hey people!!!!

time to blog for real!!!!
woohoo!!!!
post exam has been damn great!!!!
i've enjoyed my utterly throughly and completely
woohoo!!!!

wednesday!!!!
woohoo!!!!
was a little bummed out py the physics paper,
it was not all that easy at all!!!!
so i went for chocolate brownie and ice cream with yayapapaya at far east....
yucks...tasted like poopoo...the brownie was cold n crumbly not warm and sticky.
gross.
den we went to watch john tucker must die
heh heh heh.
gosh. john tucker is so good looking, but apparently he has no brains.
and watching the movie with yaya was so entertaining!!!
good show man...worth the money!!!!
muz catch...
walked around a little.
yaya tried on some clothes and tried to entertain the shit out of me by trying some horrendous clothes...
oh my goodness...
i haf nvr seen anyone look so fulgy..ahaha....as in funny-ly ugly.
fugly...
lolz...
went for bubbletea...
blah blah..
went home at around ten plus...

thursday...
gosh.
this was the most boring day of my post exam.
went for breakfast.
bought a book, n herworld.
went home for lunch.
went to my mama's clinic to get my teeth polished *grinz*
went home to paint the little fences that surrounded the pots in the yard
slacked around...
gosh.
almost died of boredem...
gosh.
asked rusydi out to keep my company and he said he had to prepare for rj's open house.
but he ended up staying at home the whole afternoon!!!
n refused to come out in the evening coz he wanted to catch friggin JACKIE CHAN"S CARTOON!!!
he is such a wonderful friend!!!!
gosh.
can some1 pls enlighten me why guys juz can't grow up sometimes?
ended up complaining abt how shit bored i was the entire day...to everyone.

friday
woohoo!!!!
had ihg in the morning.
finally got to play badminton.
hmmmm....
yay.
went to get cher her prezzie.
gosh.
before i forget i must BITCH.

lessons learnt from the ihg
1-not everyone looks good holding a badminton racket
2-especially TNB n TKCB
3-some ppl even make the best of rackets look bad
4-some pioneers haf no manners
5-others haf no hygiene
6-my grips turned blackish. gross
7-i juz cannot forget how hilarious some ppl look trying to crab-walk along the breadth of the court
8-some pioneers are really nice n helpful (thanks for helping to pack)
9-i miss all the babes
10-sorry if i bitched about u. u deserved it.

WOOAAHH
tt felt good.
niwaes went to get cher her prezzie!!!
yipee!!!
went home n my new part-time maid helped to paint a little be more of the little fence.
showered.
yvonne showered.
she came to my hse u see.
to stay the night.
oh hung around e house a little coz we were both too tired to move.
erm.
went back to my pri school for gathering.
went to rusydi's place for mini gathering first.
sat by the poolside n watched whales trying to create a tsunami..
ahaha...
colby came along.
den dey came back 1 by 1.
onli a few came back.
oh wells.
i enjoyed myself anyways.
its been awhile since i've been this happy. but the haze was rather bad.
okay la okay la.
the guys all looked realli different.
cuter, bulkier and hotter.
n they were all nicer.
heh heh...
gosh.
but when they open their mouths, my goodness.
they haf not changed a single bit..ahaha...
yup went for prata. n well.
the night ended rather abruptly.
more abruptly than i would haf liked it to.
but oh well..
reached home at abt 11 plus.

saturday
trng in the morn.
yup.
whoopeedoo.
the security guard was a pain in the ass.
i was listening to my mp3 in the morning n so din hear him calling me while the 2 guys behind me were stopped for wearing slippers.
tried e same trick when i left.
gosh.
he came after me.
yucks.
i hate his fat ass.
next time i shall cab out if he harrasses me.
gosh that short baldy, asshole...
gosh he makes my bloodboil.
and after alot of time wasting even after i told him i was in a rush he dragged me back to his guard house to tell me not to do it again n he would let me off.
he should haf juz booked me n i would haf gotten someone to pretend to be my parents and come back and screw him.
damn it.
the school is stupid.
met up with annie hui hui n xy at imm for lunch!!!
woohoo!!!!
so happy!!!!
i miss them all!!!!
so much!!!!
sighz...
hmmmm...
i miss them all...alot..
sighz.
yup bitched talked chatted.

den came today.
sunday.
gosh.
impromtu decision to go to vivocity with zhi qi..
gosh it is so humongous...
but i've already decided which part i liked the most n what i'm gonna buy once i get my pocket money.
MUAHAHAHAHHA
lolz.
oh ya.
trng was so friggin tough on saturday my arm ached like nobody's business man!!!!
plus the blister i got on my thumb from my new grip because everyone else touched the old one with their sweaty palms so i had problems pulling up my jeans!!!!
RAH!!!
no strength..my arm felt like it was going to fall off and i couldn't get a proper grip...
in the end i juz wore a skirt...
tsk...
bleahx...
yup niwaes had pepper lunch for dinner with her n pei yan..
gosh so much fun and exciting news...
lolz...
k la.
shall go now...
bb nitez

tingyz

don't be nice, you know i can't resist.
u still make my heart race.

hey ppl.

juz a lil sth to do from gare rern.
lolz....

instructions.

1. put your music player on shuffle.
2. press forward for each question.
3. use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn't make sense.NO CHEATING!4. tag 10 people to play this game too.

how are you feeling today?
rob thomas-lonely no more.
ahaha how true!!!!

will you get far in life?
zhou hua jian-ai qing lu

how do your friends see you?
christian wunderlich-i want you back

will you get married?
bond-alexander the great
lolz.
dunno wth it means...lolz..some classical stuff...

what is your best friend's theme song?
cascada-everytime we touch
oooooooooooohhhhhhhhhhhhh...............
hhhhhhhmmmmmmmmm

what is the story of your life?
luo zhi xiang-chance chance...
lolz...
guess its all abt chances then..lolz..

what was high school like?
christian wunderlich-real good moments.
like woah...true man...

how can you get ahead in life?
bond-fiennes, quixote
???

what is the best thing about your friends?
unknown-hou lai de wo men
i guess that means all the time that we'll all be sharing in the future?

what is in store for you this weekend?
zhou chuan xiong-huang hun
the evening.
lolz.
so funny.
the evening is in store for me everyday!!!
ahaha

what song describes you?
embrace-gravity
haven actually listened to it..lolz...
k.
gimme a minute...
oops.
file error.
lolz.
too bad den..haha...

describe your grandparents...?
unknown-zai hai bian
...

how is your life going?
wilber pan-bi hu man pu
yup a lil...haha..

how does the world see you?
augustana-boston
what's this man???

will you have a happy life?
o-town -sexiest woman alive.
gosh
i guess that says sth...gosh but what???

what do your friends really think of you?
the click five-i'll take my chances
c'mon..i'm more reliable than that..

do people secretly lust after you?
unknown-bo men dai
so is that a yes or no?
haven heard tt song either, or haven listened to it rather

can you make yourself happy?
christian wunderlich-forever tonight
i guess that means no...
lolz...

what should you do with your life?
unknown-jiang jun
lolz. i haf e makings of a leader man!!!!
applause please
*clapz clapz clapz*

will you ever have children?
magdacasca ost- i like to move it.
gosh.
I DO NOT LIKE TO MOVE IT.
gosh.

dory is so sad today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
RAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
RAH!!!!!!!!!!!!
RAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!

hey guys!!!

gosh i miss all of u!!!!!
so so much!!!!
before i forget
agenda

1-promos
2-shopping
3-tag everybody's blog
4-post exam
5-friday

well.
my promos are finally over.
great wonderful and whatever.
but i guess deep inside there still this deep dull nagging feeling i might not do as well as i want to,
sighz.
its realli depressing sometimes,
i gave up a whole chunk of my life to mug for this exam,
seriously, i didn't even mug this hard when i was doing my O's
o-level?
its chicken feet.
CHICken...
well, i tried my best.
maths-should do better
chem-screwed screwed screwed
econs-wont be as bad as my mid-yrs
physics-should do better
gp-average
chinese-do me proud!!!!

well but still
i think i hafta drop one of my subjects.
n well...
maybe its an ego thing or something,
but i feel..well lets juz say taking 4H2 subs is more of a challenge...
sighz.
i do haf two options though.
drop my econs to h1---> change class (gosh! what if i'm in some hellish class?)
change my contrasting completely to GSC-----> chinese (gosh!!!)
sighz....
i'll probably opt for the first.
my chinese isn't gd enuf anyways...
gosh.
i hope miss lin has enough confidence in me n i can beg her to let me continue with my egoistic ways...
oh sighz....
my problems seem so never ending....
oh well...
tt sees the end of my promos
i hope, probably no second time
lolz.
i hope as well...

oh yup!!!
now to talk abt shopping...
gosh...
how i miss that...
saw a nice skirt
nice boxer shorts.
nice slippers.
so i need $$$$
plus i need a new swimsuit.
DDDDDDDDDDDDAAAAAAAAAAAAAADDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDYYYYYY

k.
den tts all about shopping coz i guess i'll juz buy whatever i see and feel like buying...
hohoho!!!!
yup...later i shall go around and tag everybody's blog...
or most of them at least..
HAHA

finally post exam...
retail therapy of course!!!!
n den i hafta celebrate hui hui's birthday which is tml for her!!!
thanks hui hui!!!!! u've been so nice to listen to my complains!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUI HUI!!!!!!!!!!!!
I LOU YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hehe...
haha...
den friday i gtg go to queensway,
trng on saturday, maybe i shall go do volunteer work after tt...
shopping with chris on sunday.
monday school starts.
friday
TGIF...
weekend i shall look for things to keep myself occupied...
n once i get my results back.
gosh
i think my papa is going to chain me to the house with a metal chain or keep me sedated..
lolz...

finally friday!!!!
yipee!!!
i'm gonna celebrate mooncake festival with my pri school friends!!!
woohoo!!!!
its been a while since we actually met up...
well...
i used to think there would be a distance between us now that we've all grown up and everything,
and how sad that would be considering how close we used to be....
n all that competition we haf between our secondary schools and now colleges...
n how they're all so smart n sometimes i feel so dumb...
well...
i'm glad.
lolz....
they still love me and i love them too!!!!!
sighz.
if only we could revisit meories of the past...
the present is the place i least wanna be.
and my childhood seems all, but misery.
well.
i love u guys.
6A, 2001.

tingyz~~