hey guys

woohoo!!!
its been a while since i last blogged..haha...
woohoo!!!
so long entry today...
hmmmm...lotsa fun stuff to tell everyone..
haha...lotsa stuff to reflect on as well...
whoopeedoo.
life's been good.

sunday,
woohoo!!!
css carnival..
haha..was supposed to meet xy and annie at 11...haha...
was late of course...
lolz.
xian yee called me at eleven
"where are u now"
"at the busstop"
"which busstop?"
"at home, hehe"
"aiyo u hor!!!!!"
tooot-tooot-tooot-tooot
haha...den got there...
walked around alittle...
tsk tsk tsk...
css is so screwed...
all they haf to boast abt is their arts group which i dont give a bloody damn abt...
their sports team sucks...through and through...as compared to last time i mean,
and not doing very well academically,
all e good teachers are leaving and a few bad ones as well thank goodness,
even the school servants are slacking please,
the toilets stink to high heaven and the canteen is bloody dirty!!!!
and the carnival was an utter waste of my time and my parents money (thank goodness not mine)
haha...
but cam whored with xy, hui hui and annie...
woohoo!!!
but din bring my cam, i forgot..haha..
and i cant get e pics from xy...so nvm...
but woohoo!!!
so great to see all my friends again and my lovely madam ros!!!!
i still love them all!!!!!!! and dislike a few as well.
my feelings never change!!!
ahaha...

den monday,
econs test..
lolz...studied a little...
got it back today(friday)
i passed!!!woohoo!!!
on the dot man!!!!
no more no less...ahaha...
i wish for more...but i'm satisfied for now..
haha...

tuesday,
physics test.
i juz do not haf afinity with tt subject man.

wednesday,
sports heat,
got into e 400m finals.
lolz...
onli ran for tt...lolz...
hope i can out perform myself on e day of e finals, ran 1:12,
can't rmb if tt's fast or slow.
hope i can hit it under 1:10 on the real day
after all...more pressure more speed...
haha..

thursday.
WOAH.
lolz...
as sheila puts it, sharing session,
to me, simply bitching.
haha.
cool man~~
as they say, a common enemy makes many friends
but lets not forget, a few more enemies as well.
its really important to remember tt.
a few more enemies as well.
chem test,
hmmmm i lou chem..like duper alot...
all thanks to mr yong..lolz...sec 4 chem tutor...
lou him lots too!!!
haha...i'm a true blue yonglet now...
haha...hope i score 20 n above...at least a 18 i think
but still...no guarantees..
but will continue to work hard.
gambatte dory!!!

friday
which is today.
haha..danced for pe..
ahaha...quite fun i guess...
n yaya keeps turning left when we're supposed to turn right..
haha...and e only step she can remember is BOX
BOX BOX BOX..
haha...box her den she noe..
haha...
den went to ikea after school.
was supposed to go look for yi ling after school but i forgot..
OH SO SORRY
pai seh
pai seh pai seh...
sorry sorry...realli forgot..heh heh heh...
niwaes went ikea to get some teachers day gift or sth like tt...
and u noe what??
i spent like 50 bloody bucks today yea???
20 on new fbts
15 on cab fare from ikea to my place during the peak hour!!!
3 for class fund
7 for food
n i'm left with 5 for tml.
tts like bloody pro yea?
n i was onli out for 3 hours?
so u see babes esp meng qi, not all babes need rich hubbies,
if u're not such spendthrifts like myself n ppl like meng qi please leave all the rich guys to us..lolz
haha...

yup,
so tts abt how i spent my week.
it realli flew past.
secondary school was chicken feet man..haha...
so stop complaining u babies!!!!
haha...

niwaes,
well.
its deja vu all over again.
its the same feeling, same situation
the people involved are no longer the same though.
its a different me. i'm changed. its a different you with the same character.
lolz. its funny,its nice to haf fun again but i dont want the outcome to be the same.

yup, n its true
nth u do can please every1 around u, some ppl might like it some ppl might not.
i think i try, try my best to make ever1 happy and i'm happy for myself for that.
point is will it make urself happy doing what is right when everyone think its wrong
or doing something tt is wrong, but u think its right.

finally, saw my sports team seniors today at ikea.
charrisa and hmmmm....can't reember her name...but i think, THINK she's called mei ling..
haha...tt charrisa is as short as every and mei ling is funky man...
she's in uni now and was getting stuff to do up her hostel!!!
cool.
can't wait for my turn.
i miss my css sports team.
i missed being in something so organised and well i guess disciplined...
its hard, not knowing what u'll do tomorrow day to day
i miss all those hardcore disciplined trainings where u run till "ur tongue touch the floor"
lolz..mr quek used to love saying that,
i miss my seniors,
i miss my old self, as in i like myself now but i wish i had a little more discipline, more motivation,
more courage,
i feel so lost,
like i'm floating out in the open sea, i haf a nice yatch, lotsa nice food, nice company but no bearings,
i dunno where to go, and i'm juz waiting for my supplies to run out. and slowly when they do, all my friends will find their own destination, probably somewhere better and jump of and swim there, and i'll still be there. not knowing where to go.

signing off
tingyz~~ :P:P