hey guys!!!!!

i'm so freaking tired now.
i was super duper high on my way up juz now and there were a million and one things i wanted to blog abt...
but the moment my ass touched the chair...
ohmytian.
i'm so freakin tired.

niwaes. sports day today.
no show man.
it was a no show for me.
lolz.
was a little disappointed at first and then yayapapaya came along with her "manly" hug...
lolz...
and everyone was so nice.
so oh well.
heck it,
love all my friends for all their encouragement and everything!!!
woohoo!!!
YIPEE!!!

yup.
n chem lect today was super fun!!!
lolz...
coz i wasn't sitting with my own class...
haha, they're to attentive to be entertaining.
lolz.
s07 is undeniably funny and entertaining but i love my class anyways. love love~~
aaaaaawwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
i'm so getting in to that love love thing..
haha...
niwaes i helped wenny pack her physics file during chem lect and may i ask
who bloody files their notes according to chapters???
how many bloody dividers would u need man??
haha...haha..its like trying to keep ur money according to the color.
u'll need a compartment for purple notes, green notes, red notes, blue notes, coins, and the ever so rare "MISC"..
and in the end u need a file as ur wallet!!!!
AHAHAHA...
lolz...

oh and i juz had a little piano-flute practice session!!!!
i'm so glad..it seems like we might not fail after all!!!!
and i'm so glad i actually managed to inspire someone younger to take her music more seriously!!!
WOOHOO!!!
i'm so happy!!!!

but i was very happy to begin with!!!!
coz love is in the air!!!
woohoo...!!!
so glad,
friends are friends and lovers are lovers.
its a pity i can't say the same about myself
HAHA..
but i'm so glad to see everyone so happy!!!
WOOHOO!!!!
YAY!!!!
its realli a great waste if anyone let slip something that good, i did and i regret it..
but no worries!!!
juz dont let it happen again!!!
lolz!!!
WOOHOO!!!!
my mama juz came up to irritate me again!!!
but nvm!!! hurh hurh hurh.
i'm in too good a mood to care!!! hurh hurh hurh,
and i think i rritated her more than she irritated me by grinning stupidly..
haha!!!
YAY!!! I'M SO HAPPY!!!!!

oh...
and we had a short chem prac yesterday and it was so freakin fun man!!!!
too bad i din bring my cam!!!
if not we could haf gone SNAP SNAP SNAP AGAIN!!!
haha...
we played with the emergency shower,
competed to see who could blow the water out of an inverted burrete in one breath,
watered the plants and then played with the windows and pretended to be super heroes saving some depressed souls at the container classrooms!!!
ahahaha!!!!
so fun!!!!!
i love all my chem lessons!!!!

sighz.
budden after tt we had training.
and i'm so super duper ultra disappointed with myself.
my stroke seriously is way OFF man...
its like utterly gone and hopeless...
I FEEL SO DEPRESSED EVERYTIME I THINK ABOUT IT!!!
and today showed me that my stamina is utterly GONE!!!
how to play a singles game like that!!!????!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!
OHMYTIAN.
i'm so freaking depressed now.
how to improve my stroke?
how to keep my stamina up?
OHMYTIAN.
i'm so sad...having trained for 4 years almost 5 and getting nothing out of it...
i'm gonna kill myself man!!!
yup sure i've improved from the first day i've started training...
but so has everyone else
DUH~~
some even more!!!!
winning in competitions,
well, might not actually measure up to anything.
but its a kind of MEASUREABLE PROGRESS...
i'll nvr forget tt.
MEASUREABLE PROGRESS.
sighz.
i need help.
someone save me.

tingyz~~ =(