hey guys

the week has been an emotional roller coaster.
1-results
2-public hols
3-meeting
4-fighting hamsters
5-mood swing
6-coach

yup...first thing monday i got my results
some of them...
tuesday all of them.
screwed like hell...
2 Ds and 2 Ss...
screw me man..
chinese was okay.
gp wasn't bad...was shot of 1 more mark for b...mdm ang simply refused to give it to me
WTH!!
so tt settles me result.
nothing much (as always)

yup..yesh sis..mummy and daddy finally went on their long needed holiday...
with kor kor.
we need the break too...
yesh, my parents have been breathing down my neck alot recently...

oh....den on tuesday i saw mr blockhead t in school
tried to avoid but he walked towards me.
couldn't like run away incase he asked abt my results coz i was walking up e stairs and he down
was duper afraid he'ld ask for me results.
instead he juz went "mrs wee need to see e team, e j1s this saturday at nine, in mpr4
haish
heart fell...
i could just imagine all the horrible horrible things she would want to say...
n e two blockheads standing in the corner...smiling their synical bitchy smile...
*bleahx*
hate their faces.hate them.totally.
sucky results din help either.

den wendy couldn't bring e hammys (taitai and bimbo) we bought her home.
den i volunteered to take dem home coz my maid could look after them and my parents wouldn't realli mind..
but actually i can't really appreciate animals...
and i really din like e smell...
den hui qi offered to take dem home coz she has her own hammy and its damn fat and bloated...
we cant see its legs when its running coz its hidden under those fat furry thighs...
yup...so thanks to her...i could stay animal free...
sorry wendy =x....
yup so huiqi brought them home...
budden they started fighting...
which brings me to my mood swings coz i was realli troubled by the meeting
coz i saw meowz in school n she told me to be prepared for the worse...
haish...
and i was preparing myself...with all the possibilities...
like closing down,
erm stop training
my behaviour was bad and teachers complained abt me...
or juz all the bad stuff la...
all the most horrible horrible thoughts tt i could think off...
erm closing down only the girls team..
or the school cutting off our funds..
all the school has some kind of plans for e team like importing realli good players or poaching them from the various sec school so much so i would be like one of the worse and wouldn't be able to play...
den i saw an announcement on e badz blog abt zhi kang wanting to meet us
and i thought tt maybe he wanted to break the bad news to us in like parts...
yup..so i was kinda irritated
in fact very...
so when hui qi told me the hamsters were fighting and what a poor thing bimbo was i seriously juz like lost my temper...
like why would i care abt hammys when i "zi shen nan bao"
so i kinda buzzed at her a little n got her to harrass sheila coz i realli couldn't be bothered n i didn't wanna scream at her...
haish...
sorry....sorry i was in a really bad mood tt day...
i could haf presented myself better...sorry...
haish...

den e next day in school...
wednesday??
yup...think it was wednesday...
had my first period with walter, chem lect
and i sat in front of him...
so i was telling him abt e meeting on saturday and how worried i was...
den he told me abt the meeting with zhi kang on thursday...
and then he told me tt xin hao told him.
he told me tt zhi kang was resigning from his coaching post coz the tachers complained abt him
blah blah blah
and initially i din really believe him coz i thought if it realli was such a big issue and if zhi kang told xin hao den he would haf told sheila and she would haf told me...
so yup i was being dumb and tried realli hard throughout the whole lecture to convince myself it couldn't be true like...
but yup...guess i juz wasn't prepared...
haish...
den like seriously spaced out the entire lecture den rushed to look for sheila during our first break together...
haish...
yup...true...coached resigned...
seriously was damn sad...
wanted to share e burden but din noe how...
wanted to help but could only wait for saturday...
and i juz felt so helpless...
like i couldn't do anything to help except be paranoid which didn't help at all...
but all i can say is...
i'm realli thankful for my coach, coz he's been realli nice..i can bitch to him abt my parents and all...
and i'm realli thankful for all my teammates and my seniors for not telling me initially coz they wanted to let me enjoy my "public holidays" while my parents were away...
realli thoughtful of them..
realli love them
dunno what to do without them
LOVE THEM NO END!!!
esp sheila...ohshonice...
knew on friday
saw me on saturday, monday all the way through to wednesday,
asked if things were okay...
hard to keep things to urself!!!
thankew!!! *grinz* (ear to ear)
den zhi kang told e team himself today...
haish...things look realli bleak for us...
but i guess...
juz hafta wish and hope for the best...
in the mean time...
love all my teammates,
lots.

tingyz~~