hey everybody,

i wanna blog.
budden its actually quite pointless.
coz u see.
i see sheila everyday.
so most of everything interesting that appears here.
will appear on her blog...
lolz...
budden i muz still blog..
so as to tell my side of the story...
lolz..

niwaes...
sheila n i went to lot1 after "trng" (shall talk abt tt later) today..
n den she was telling me how closely related she was to red...
den i realized how closely related i am to blue!!!
like super duper!!!
lolz.

my commonwealth uniform was blue.
my lian hua uniform was blue.
in lian hua i was in e blue house.
commonwealth had no house system, but from sec2-4, my class tee were all blue.
n my student leader tees were all blue as well.
in pjc i'm also in e blue house.
my clock tt changes color every hour is now blue.
my staple is blue.
my compass is blue.
my penguin bank is blue. like a penguin is supposed to be black ya??
my atm card is blue.
my toothbrush is blue. even my toothpaste is blue.
lolz...my toilet is blue, e floor, e bathtub, the sink. blue bue blue.
my shoes are blue, almost.
e shorts i'm wearing now are blue.
i love doraemon. n eeyore.
my wall clock is blue.
my favourite note of e singapore currency is blue. lolz.
hmmm...my sky is always blue. duh~~ but i dont care. blue blue blue.
my tissue box is blue.
yipee!!! my clock juz turned pink!!!
hmmmm....
i'm an aquarian...water...blue...yup...
erm...let me see...
n i haf blue eyes...
lolz...no la...juz kidding..haha...
i guess that's all...
but e color i absolutely hate is also blue..
lolz...
u wont find a single trace of blue in my closet...especially e t-shirts section...
shucks...i juz realized i haf 8 pairs of jeans..
6 pairs are blue..
lolz...
okay fine...blue.
i''m a true BLUE bluey....
oh n i'm dory!!!! lolz...blue again...
yup so now i realized i'm quite blue..lolz...

now to blog properly.
training today.
one word-demoralising.
once again, e record breaking figure.
3.
3 ppl turned up.
we couldn't even play a doubles. hurh hurh hurh.
much less train.
hui qi din even touch a racket.
yup.
i dunno what to do.
what to do?
what to do?
can someone teach me?
it feels pointless to go on this way.
but i'm not ready to give up.
but i don't know how to go on.
because everything will be pointless eventually.
plan for trng n no one turns up=pointless
train urself=pointless, cause it's a team sport
fighting hard=pointless because of e above.
giving up=juz as pointless
or should i say everything else is juz as pointless as giving up?
n my mama juz came up to irritate e hell out of me again.
niwaes..yup.
lost. i am lost, walking forward is like swimming in e open sea.
stepping backward will probably kill me.
sigh.
i guess my mood now is a little blue as well...
i hope training gets better soon, otherwise its a mental drain.

actually...
i'm so sad now...
my mama is so biased...
i think, i feel. i can tell.
n my daddy is slowly becoming so much like my mama.
n my brother is getting smarter, n smugger everyday.
i wished i was a little better at e piano.
a little better with my fingers.
and maybe sometimes...
more of a arts person rather than a sports person.
life would be alot easier tt way.
to put it simply, i wished life was easier.

niwaes yup. we din train today because there wasn't much 3 ppl could do.
yup we could haf gotten down to a little footwork or physical.
budden i guess not.
den me n sheila got bored n she came up with this wonderful idea to prank call ppl.
lolz.
we weren't very successful.
budden it wasn't because i kept laughing.
as in, we should consider externalities as well...
like sheila kept laughing AS WELL...
in fact she cracked up more than me.
coz the scams i came up with were so foolproof,
they were better planned then terrorists attack,
n my well practiced scamming voice..lolz..well..i was well practiced..
n before we even made a single call tt sheila yoyo was laughing n laughing n laughing non-stop already..
she was hysterical..lolz.
so i couldn't help myself but to laugh along.
yup.

den we paid meow meow a visit at je lib where she was mugging.
lolz.
i shld start mugging too.
i think i shall start keeping track of my study hours on my blog as well.
instead of juz my trngs, tt hasn't been moving much anyways.
niwaes we paid meow meow a visit, talk cock sing song.
went home.

den i went to watch POTC again with my family n my cousin..
new understanding.
i think i noe who's e woman davy jones fell in love with.
hhhhhhmmmmmmmmmmmmmm...
i wanna watch it again...
shall go look for a pirated vcd..lolz...

no mood to blog anymore.

V.E.D
tingyz~~ :P:P




i don't want to disappear from your hearts.
i don't want to be ignored.
i juz wished you'ld stretch your hands out,
and hold me in a hug.
once more.