/ 6:43 PM
Dear Lord,
he was ours. but now he is yours. |
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/ 7:54 PM
Saturday, May 20, 2006
hey guys
today well... i guess... i didn't realli like today... well first i had training in the morning... and well...every saturday morning when i go for training.... i try to leave the house before my parents are up..so that you know.. they won't nag at me coz i'm not very nag-resistant... i can't stand people nagging at me... not my friends,, not my parents not my teachers... i juz dont like anyone nagging at me... coz i like what i do and i do everything i want everything i like... i dont care!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yup...niwaes..i woke up late... i wanted to wake up at six... bathe...dilly-dally... and then maybe leave the house at six forty...juz before they wake up... but when i woke up... well... the sun was already up...coz it was already six forty!!!! wahaha... yup so by the time i was done maybe it was seven and when i went down to the living room my dad was already reading the papers... and that totally sucks... i was carrying my racket bag and wearing my jersey... and he actually asked where i was going... like duh~~~ of course i'm going for training... where else could i go??? ice-skating??? k-boxing??? watch a movie??? at seven in the morning... and then he went on and on about how i should concentrate more on my studies... blah blah blah...how i should clean up after myself... blah blah blah... its juz pure blah blah blah bullshit... he if juz went "bloop bloop bloop" maybe i would haf understood him better but well.. i juz wished he would shut up and leave me alone... or maybe say something else instead of ur brother this ur brother tt.... i'm realli sad whenever i hear abt my brother from them... and how good he is coz i noe it for myself... and i noe they dont think i can ever compare...and tt sux..it really really sux... coz i'm sure they don't ever say "ur sister this ur sister tt" in front of him...good or bad... its so unfair!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! life is so unfair!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i noe tt for myself and nobody has to remind me tt they feel it sometimes too... I KNOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! well yup... den i think he stopped only after i left the house... and well i got to school and they were doing fumigation and i think the school management should juz screw themselves... ya..i'm losing my temper.. i'm behaving as though the whole world owes me money... but i couldn't be bothered... screw them.... like couldn't they haf done it like in the afternoon when it'll be really quiet and the fumigation kills only the mosquitoes and nothing else... dumb asses... go screw urself... it's a pity the fumigation didn't kill any of the bloody screwed up badminton teachers in charge... both of them should go for plastic surgery but they both have "budget problem" man... assholes... yup..niwaes... trng... it was boring... but heck it... i live to train...even if its going to be like this for the next six month i'll still hang around... yup... did the usual...updated on my records... but yup...badminton rawks!!! den we had to wash e weights... oh my "shen"... super duper stinko lo.... and then we had to hang them on the ramp where they would be getting the most sun and drying up the fastest... yup... and we had to constantly run out and check tt nobody took our weights...haha.. but they'll be dumb to steal it coz they'll be too heavy to run if they got caught..haha.. yup..but when i was abt to leave i realised they locked the shutters...and we had to take a long way down and if we wanted to take the weights we would haf to lunge them over a long distant.. therefore me and xin hao...we decided to be lazy...esp xin hao..ahaha... i walked up the ramp...and then i threw the weights to him outside the hall one by one... thank goodness none landed on the ramp shelter because if i had to climb out and get it i think the fall fro the sky thing would happen again..haha.. but ya..two didn't make the flight and fell to the parade square and i had to run down and throw them up.. haha... it was quite exciting actually...but well. all good things come to an end and i had to go home after tt..haha..which really sucked... yup...den i went home... thank goodness my brother was already home and my parents were too busy bothering abt him to bother abt me... which was good and bad at the same time... i could juz feel the jealousy rising in me... its really hard for me to spend weekends at home nowadays man... i can't do anything i want at all...coz well..."make ur brother happy, he'll only be home for the weekend"...which arh.... i can't say anything can i??? yup...den i took my lunch...and after lunch i still felt hungry because my maid cooked fried rice and i utterly hate fried rice so i only ate a little... den i finished the last of the oreo cereal we had at home... den i took a two hour long nap.. yup i didn't bathe..ahaha...gross... i'm usually such a cleaniness freak... but i guess i was juz too tired and irritated to be bothered... yup...but its good to sleep.. sometimes when i'm dealt with problems i juz wish i could sleep for weeks and weeks or months or years...until they go away...so tt i wouldn't haf to deal... but i guess...i always deal because things left hanging in the middle of nowhere irritates shit hell out of me... yup... den when i woke up around like 4 plus..i had like 5 miss calls... mostly unimportant... juz asking me to go hang out...buy stuff..nj college day which my brother is currently at... yup..took a shower...waited for my pw mates to turn up... well yup...juz tt.. and when one of them did..i had to go down and get the door for her coz my parents are always like "take care of your own guests" which is like bloody irritating again coz they never treat my brothers friends like tt...my brothers friends are...well..heck them..dont get me started... and when i went down..my mum told me my brother got into medicine... which was great.. i'm realli glad for him and my parents are really happy... but tt meant my parents had to compensate LTA $2500 coz my brother forfeited his scholarship... which i guess would be okay coz my parents could afford it and its like really really great he got into medicine.. but..well... i decided to ask for a new pair of sports shoes coz my shoes realli CMI...i've switched to wearing my last pair...really last pair of running shoes left...my coach gave them to me...previous coach so they're really quite precious i guess and i treasure them alot.. but they said no.... something about my bill the past year... blah blah blah...me spending alot of money on books and camps and everything to do with school coz my results aren't good enough for any edusave or cash awards... and ya... i guess that really broke my heart... i can never understand... ya...i'm not as good.. i dont do as well academically... i can;t play the piano as well... i probably can only dream of getting into the medicine faculty... but well... too bad i guess.... so tt realli sucks.... it realli realli sux.... things realli realli sucks recently... i can't go for obs coz i'm a bloody reserve...reserve... i hate tt word...reserve... i am a reserve... and my brother is always better.. better better... and then there's that bloody irritating badminton discussion with the teachers and the other schools are better.. better..juz better.. and we go in and get humiliated... better better better.... lousier..worse off... i hate it!!!! irritating shits... better better better....... V. sad. tingyz~~ T-T |
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/ 10:25 PM
Tuesday, May 16, 2006
hey guys
i remembered what i wanna blog about liaoz... my maid when to help out at my grandparents place yesterday, today and probably will only be back tomorrow night... boohoohoo... until den... i haf to make my own bed.. wash my own clothes.. hang them up... refill my own water bottle... do the disgusting dishes... and iron my own uniform... like OMG... how can i survive??????? i juz realized...i can't leave without nida (my maid) she's been with my family ever since my brother was born.... i've never really tried to live without her during term time and its really hard... u noe my uniform is white and i haf this horrible habit of cleaning my face on my sleeve when i'm too preoccupied with stuff.. and e washing machine can't clean properly and now my sleeve is like dirty... its has little little lines all over it... n my collars has dirt on it coz of my sweat... and i had to iron it myself juz now... and i din noe how to operate the iron... so i couldn't squirt water onto my shirt and i had to go to the toilet, wet my hands and come back and splash water on my shirt.... so yup...thank goodness the toilet was nearby... and the pjc blouse is so bloody hard to iron la... the shoulder area is completely crumpled coz i seriously din noe what to do with it. so is the collar... and the bottom of the shirt coz i thought since it'll be tucked in nobody will be able to see...so i din iron it... ahaha...lazy me... and yup... i've been wearing the same set of close the pass two days coz i'm too lazy to put it back into the closet...so yup... juz keep it on... ohhhhhh.... nida...come back soon... i need you!!!! and food tt mummy and daddy pack from hawker centers are so *bleah* cold and soggy.... yucks... i want real good home cooked food...come back quick!!!! and yup...tomorrow we're gonna haf a "showdown" with our badminton teachers in charge... we need to trash things out people... we need to tell them, show them what we need and what they lack... hope we don't screw up... go team go!!!! i love badminton. coming to that, i really love badminton. i can't stop thinking of playing no matter what man!!!!!!!!! its the thing i look forward to every week, every day, every lesson, every hour, every minute and every second.... and well... training...refer to the records.. haha... go team!!! i love badminton again!!! more this time... V.E.D. tingyz~~:P:P |
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/ 8:32 PM
hey guys...
actually i wanted to blog about training yesterday but then i haf short term memory and yup.. so i shall blog during pw tomorrow...probably..haha. V.E.D. tingyz~~ :P:P |
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/ 8:39 PM
Sunday, May 14, 2006
hey guys
OH MY GOSH PEOPLE... I JUZ WENT TO MENG QI'S BLOG AND SAW HER FRIENDS HOUSE AND ITS LIKE PHUCKING BIG CAN???? seriously... i was juz scanning throught and then....and then i was like...gaping at the pictures... den i was like "they bloody hell went to the countryside in malaysia for a class party??????" den i decided to read and i was like... this is bloody sombody's house...OMG la... i always thought only ministers stayed there... or somekind of mafia boss or something like tt... not a bloody JC STUDENT.... k la...maybe the house belonged to her parents but still... it had a swimming pool that's a huge distance from the house and the driveway is like longer than my schoolfield... people should really go look la!!! http://heartfelt-words.blogspot.com do tell me if u're richer than tt...i wanna be ur sugar daughter/sister juz be my sugar daddy/mummy/brother/sister... if u want an easier way out... lets juz get married. and liu meng qi, if u do pass by i wanna get to know your friend man!!!!!!!! if its a girl then maybe her brother!!!! ahaha...sorry... tt was juz highness of a moment thing do not take anything seriously..except the go look part... the house is seriously huge... |
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/ 10:58 PM
Thursday, May 11, 2006
hey guys!!!!!!!!!!!!!
woohoo!!!! today i saw eye candy!!!!!!!!!!! at tampines...when i was watching the guys' game agains HI woohoo...cute guys makes my day!!!! ahaha.... i shan't post their pics up...but they're so duper cute la... ahaha... one was called felix the other was called davidson... haha...they're a really REALLY cute doubles pair la... and i empired the game... Muahahaha...drool mich and wendy...haha.. but then sheila empired with me.... and when it was time to start... i was supposed to ask them for their names and then felix said in a husky sexy voice (ohhhhhhhhhhh) :"ya, i'm felix" me :"what about your partner? :"ya, he's david, davidson" ohlala... ahaha... cute guys... and sheila was like giggling away la... and i thought i ws being bimbotic... ahaha...but yup... woohoo!!! he talked to me!!!! ahaha.... eye candy... den came the climax... haha...after the game the competitors are supposed to SHAKE the EMPIRE'S HANDS!!!!!!! but they didn't shake mine... boohoohoo... they only bothered about sheila...boohoohoo... boohoohoo!!!! nvm... he told me his name!!! their name... so its okay... anyways they're "see no touch" goods... haha.. so yup.. after the game me n shitla(sheila) decided to take pictures!!!! woohoo!!! u know who... and my flash went off!!!!! wahahaha....bloody embarrassing!!!! and felix knew my senior!!!! but sheila was like "i dont care" so i hecked it anyway coz its probably my last time seeing them...wahaha... but nevermind...i have like a hundred pictures of them which i'm still deciding whether to send to shitla or not... ahaha.... yup... and then the finale!!!! we were leaving the hall and coincidentally..they were entering... ahaha...i was like whoopeedoo!!! (in my heart) and shitla had to go **GASP** giggle giggle giggle....(OUT LOUD) OMG i seriously needed a paper bag at that point... haha... guess she still haf some ij blood in her... ahaha... so yup... eye candy... davidson and felix. felix and davidson. D and F. F and D. ahaha...delicious feast aka fine dining...haha... then had training... boring compared to the delicious feast...wahaha... but still worth looking forward to... ahaha... but i'm still hungry i guess... woolala... hahaha.... V.E.D tingyz~~ :P:P |
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/ 9:44 PM
Saturday, May 06, 2006
hey guys
i wanna complain!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! my parents bloody irritate the shit out of me... ALL THE TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! when my brother said he might have to sell our house, OUR HOUSE if he really wanted to study overseas my dad said "no problem, just pay it back in the future" and den i told him i needed a new pair of running shoes, n he said i juz bought a pair not long ago...and i thought my parents were a gold mine puh-lease.... my last pair was more than a year ago lo!!!!!!!!! its not as though i wont be able to bloody pay him back $200 in the future lo... even if i just washed e public toilets i'll bloody be able to repay it la!!!!!!!!!! nobody can be for sure if their son would be able to earn a million dollars and pay it back lo... so i dunno what's their bloody problem. in fact i dunno what's the bloody problem with everybody!!!!!!!!!! !@#$!$@#^$*^$%@$ !@^@#&^@&^#%$&&^%$ !@#$%^&*()*&^&*(^%$#@!~!@#$%^&*(* +)(*&^%$#@!@#$%^&**&^%$%^&*()_)(*&^%$@!@#$%^&*())(*&^%^&*(*&^%$#$%^&*(*&^%$#@#$%^&*((*&^%$#@#$%^&*(*&^%$#@#$%^ i'm a bloody gold mine if u want to invest in it lo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GUI la....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! super duper GUI la!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! signing off tingyz~~ |
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