hey guys,

today was okay~~
training well,
it was as fun as ever but if i could make a comment,
i'll say everyone put in a little, juz a little more effort than usual.

anyway,
today i asked my friend a really hard question,
and somehow,
when i tried asking myself the same time,
i swear i felt my brain shrinking in my skull
"Are friends really worth it, are they really worth my stay in pj 10 years later? Will my future in another school, a better schooling evironment where i know not a single soul brighter?"

"Should i really stay just because i want to stay with my friends?"

Can someone tell me?

I should really have thought through it carefully even though i think i wouldn't come up with a solution maybe my friends or parents could have persuaded me.
Oh well, bummer.

signing off
tingyz~~ :( :(