hi guys
sigh..today bad day.
was typing blog.
com hung.
re-type now
niwaes..i was saying tt today has all in all been a good day...nth fatal happened but there are many things weighing on my mind.
n i noted them down
1. badminton girls
2. studies
3. mp3
4. stuff
yeah...i was saying for those ppl hu do not noe. i play badminton for my school and will continue to do so for e rest of my life if my parents approve...i noe.."guai kia"..but i can't be selfish...my parents brought me up without intending anything but with sth in mind...haha..
i realli like e game n cant explain how much i'm willing to do for it and how much it has done for me..but it has also given me many heartaches...so many things i've given up to play e game i wonder how much more? also, i talked abt my dream jcs...rj and ac...their badminton teams are to die for...if i'm not going to ani of e 2...straight to poly...badminton first...studies later...tt was abt all b4 e com hung on me...sucker...
so...
i saw sharon in school today..she's a junior and she avoided me like i was AIDS or sth but lets juz sae i saw hwe aniwaes...with her shirt tucked out. it may sound like i'm making a fuss...but i've always tried to lead by example especially b4 i stepped down...i did everything i wanted them to..if i needed dem to be punctual i expected e same of myself....but sigh...some ppl juz cant take hints. anyways i threatened to suspend her...no joke...but wif a buffer n a little help..."Muahahahahaha"...sigh...things juz haven't been going well...
n throughout my life on court in commonwealth (i'm sec 4) i've always tried to make everything work..discpline...sportsmanship..every thing tt was needed..esp since mr q. left but i guess things juz didn't work out...i realli tried my best...its realli saddening..
n things haf been going further downhill ever since i stepped down and i realli need to say..to all e badminton girls hu will b reading this that things dont fall from e sky..u realli haf to work for wat u want..even if u're a star player..u r still JUST A PLAYER (hint hint)...do not abuse ur own ability and even though i'm technically no longer "in power" i am still keeping active..i noe things among u guys r realli bad now...n i'm realli sad to sae even god cant help u guys now...onli u urself can. somethings i've said over n over n some of u juz haf skulls tt filter out advice...if some of u realized...i juz can't be bothered abt certain things n ppl anymore..but only certain...
also..some of u r juz not committed enuf..some of u r too stressed...some of u barely make e mark..realli aloof..some of u realli make me smile..:D..some of u r pure ARROGANT...even more than myself...some of u r...cute...all in all..e team can be better juz haf to cut out e bad habits or PPL if necessary n lets juz all asume tt EVERYTHING is possible...n i'm not afraid of J.T (guess hu???)
i admit..kinda extremist but its juz so me..
k...second thingy...studies..
rj is a long way...so..hafta keep tis short but teachers...worry not...i'll manage..somehow..
k. third..my daddy bought my sis a mp3..i'm realli jealous coz i've been asking for 1 since e beginning of e year..boohoohoo...i'm realli dissed juz thinking abt it...but its okay..i settle onli 4 e best...no iPOD...no mp3 so i'm gonna save up for 1...500 bucky...will take abt 4 months of my pocket money..every cent which is not veri possible...but my mummy said she'll get me one if i get ten points for pre..so i'm praying hard or i'll nvr get 1 b4 june next year...
finally..stuff..private n unimportant.
bye bye..take care peeps...
me. :P:P